the grim adventures of garey & gary boy

2010-06-13T13:45:00.002+08:00

If you people haven't already knew, I've been posting more at
"www.theundercat.blogspot.com"

It's a site with photos and whatever nonsense regarding the cats I met. It also have posts on the bravest kitten I've ever met in my life named Gauche. I miss you so much.

I'm not ready to have a word vomit post regarding the loss of 1 of my companion but do visit the site and spread it around like wildfire please. hahaha!

Have a nice day everyone.
Live & let live.

there are lots of little loves, always waiting to be found

2010-04-25T00:12:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I went to an event for Standing up against Puppy Mills. Recently 75 dogs were rescued from a puppy mill, detailed story and what you can do to help at DOGMILLREHOMERS .

The aim of the event was to see the realities of puppy mills. They screened the footage of the living conditions of the 75 dogs in the Puppy mill. And where the people can discuss how they can put a stop to the abuse & sufferings.

i might get bashed or whatever, but i am not trying to be against everyone. At a point when they were giving their impression/experience with the rescued dogs, and how sad (even broke down) they were that the dogs had to go through this kinda treatment. They had to teach the dogs how to Live and not to Exist.

The only thing on my mind was, you talk all this talk, are you a vegan? are you even a vegetarian? How many people in the room who teared up watching the video (which involves no killings, but with the non existent cleanliness, the over emphasized stench, the dogs' poor health, etc) are still consuming meat?

Everything that was mentioned are similar to the meat/fur industry but the meat industry is even worst. One of the person said, she wants to help cos after looking at the dog's eyes(image from the site) shes convinced that this can't go on. What if I show her a picture of a chicken, who is half alive, would she stop the killing of chicken for food as well? It's easier NOT to buy a puppy than it is NOT to eat a chicken.

I know, I know, No one likes a wall of text. So here's a pichu for you.

It's not right to support puppy mills, cos the cute puppies you see in the shop, their parents are suffering in the next room. (fyi, eyen petshops' puppies comes from puppymill, not only pet farms). The puppy that you bring home gets to live a wonderful (hopefully) life while their parents who are responsible for the owner's happiness are gonna continue suffering due to the contribution to the demand by the owner's purchase. It's just a vicious cycle.

However, majority of the people who purchased their puppies cannot be blame provided they gave their dogs a permanent home. When you want puppies, you go to a pet shop. It's everyone response. Just like, "Oh I am hungry, i will order a hormones filled chicken instead of the pesticide filled broccoli." It's kinda imprinted in our head that that's the way of doing things, it might be wrong but we are not informed.

So they suggested educating the public on puppy mills. Do you think the public give a fuck? Once the hype is over, no one cares, even if the hype is at its peak, no one cares. They are dogs! No one takes the lives of animals seriously. We do things which is convenient for us, not what that is morally right.

Awaiting you behind the wall of text are 2 pichus!

You can encourage adopting but like a person pointed out, people will just want a certain breed, a certain color, a certain markings. I know I do. Call me a hypocrite but if you haven't already noticed, i have a type. I love dogs which look like cats, their standing ears, their zorro mask and their adorable eyebrows.

People might want to adopt but because of the place we stay in, we are denied the chance. We could, but most people won't let you adopt. I agree with that, cos they want the dogs to go to a permanent home and not having to be rehomed if some fucktard complain about a wolf staying in block 666. It is always easier to go buy one of the desired breed and even more appealing they are still 2 months old puppies! Who can resist them? Like i said, we just go for things which are convenient but is not right. It is really upsetting how everything works.

I really hoped that they can cause an impact on the people's views. this is singapore. We might think we are all so hip & 3000 but we are actually no better than a third world country or worst in terms of animal welfare. Don't give me that multi racial crap. If thats the case, stop eating beef, the indians worship them. Spare a thought for the indians pls, oh wait, they are the minority, let's not give a fuck and go to Jack's Place and order 10 cows, raw pls.

I would volunteer if i'm not in fuckin army, and i have 1 crazy, 1 vicious, 1 emo dog, 2 fat cats, 3 feral kittens, 1 girtal clone and 1 b&w cockroach exterminator to care for. Yea yea, excuses but I only have 5-6hours with them (11hours sans sleeping). But i would definitely be in if they decide to start a riot! Hah, I will definitely provide as much support that I can give. People who are bored and have nothing to do, do consider helping them in any way you can? Just by caring would be sufficient.

I can go on and on about this, but.. no one loves towers after towers of texts.

I got this badge yesterday after the event. they have a few designs and it cost $3 each, 5 for $12? I can't recall but the designer of the badges is friendly and said she knew i would picked that design. Anybody want one, its for a good cause.

yesterday makeup was more awesome with gold, orange and reds. this was for today, I feel like an indian lady and i don't know why, with that heavy amount of black on my lower lashline. I would seriously look retarded with a real cat eyes. Sketch, Prepped for Glamour, Glamour checked, White rabbit and Black eyeshadow were responsible for this indian lady inspired look.

I'm really digging my "We came, We destroyed" feat. Grimswig tee. For all you perverts. *WINK* It looks great with my leopard pants which seriously need another round of altering. i don't care if the pockets are too close to one another, i need shit to be tight!

My rapport with the 3 kittens seems to be getting better. My fingers are now a biting & swiping target a.k.a scratching post for 2 of the kittens. They don't let me touch them but they are allowed to "attack" me. NOT FAIR! And they seriously are not fond of tuna.

I really want to bring that b&w kitten home, although she is female.. It really breaks my heart because she is always waiting at the same place which makes it easy for people to take her away. Argh.. But this is definitely not the right time, on other hand, a life is at stake.

Is this a sign? First 3 ginger MALE kittens, now a b&w kitten!? Someone knows my weakness and is making full use of it! What's next? A zebra?!

Theres alot more to say, but i should save it for myself instead of boring everyone.

“I’ll never reach my dreams”
I sighed – even with the root of my tongue
I’ll hint at my hopes before they dry up
The night I did not get a response at all
I held tight to the one small, cold scrap of life I had left

my nonexistant eyelids are nonexistant

2010-04-17T21:15:00.004+08:00

silk screen printing is so expensive when you don't do it in bulk. hopefully it will turn out better than those heat transfer method. cos those looks cheap, but i might just try out the ones from MOP if i ever have an excess in cash.

My eyelids are whacked, gotta work with whatever i have. Have tons of breakouts too and the cakey makeup is not helping. Thank satan, it doesn't appear in pictures. I guess all that is happening is really taking a toll(?) on my body. More on that LATER. Brace yourself.

Its supposed contains the warm colors, but my eyelids are just destroying everything and i don't have a matte yellow or orange. I really want the palette from Sugarpill, the colors are INSANE!

So I used a bunch of random golds, amberlights, red and sketch. I gotta practice more. I did apply lipstick and gloss on my lips, awesome eh?

My awesome pants which is definitely too loose even after altering it. I feel so naked in it, as its not really SKIN tight. My original intention are warm color eyes to go with the outfit. Semi epic fail.

I got Brown, Now greasepaint stick. I love the color, but i doubt ill have any use for it as the reds and golds looks really dull when applied over it. I should have gotten the 219 brush, or maybe the 224 which is so damn bloody expensive.

My selfish desires are as follow,
- 219/224 brush
- Sugarpill palette (the one with yellow, orange, red, purple)
- Gold glitter liner
- uniqlo superman tee (not a fan of superman but i like the colors), one piece one is pretty cute too.
- a sneakers i saw online.
- BELT to keep my pants up.
- my cat welfare tee, they are not replying me!
- Pret a papier lipglass, the gold dazzleglass, a darker red lipstick.
- theres alot more, we can't have everything now can we? Since one of the cat across the street seems to prefer dry food, i should get it instead of my selfish needs.

Anyway, spoke with a cat feeder around the area through the phone, she's glad that there's someone here for the cats, wanna sterilized girtal clone, said kittens are already independent at their current age. Exploded because someone complaint about the amount of cats in the area, saying the cats chases little kids which is utter nonsense.

Saw a black female kitten across the street, extremely friendly & needy, couldn't find it today, wanna die as it really breaks my heart worrying about what happen to her. All this is totally not helping my anxiety problems.

Prepped for fail

2010-04-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

i really wanna see how the eyeshadows i bought look liked so i tried them on. i guess, the lighting wasn't as good as "Prepped for Glamour" was kinda disappointing.

in photo this looks like what i had on yesterday which kinda sucked. It's more reddish brown (like always eventhough i used different colors) I guess "glamour checked" stole the show. I used Sketch but I guess my habit of spamming black kinda covered it. But traces of the deep burgundy color can still be identified.

Gonna played around with it more to grasp it, especially Prepped for glamour. I love you but when i apply you, i can't see shit.. and when i did, you're grey. Maybe i can used that a crease color instead and try to hold my urge of spamming black.

the blush and lips doesn't match, but it's ok. I kinda like how the lips are looking despite it being void of shine. It did, but it's gone after awhile (i didn't even talked) and it isn't as awesome as the lipglass. But I like the color, everhip + partial to pink.

Hahaha! Grim! I know there is a lack of the boys photo, but I don't like taking photos of them at home due to the pathetic lighting.

Today, i bathed Gary boy & Grim. I noticed grim is starting to turn yellow due to my laziness. But they are looking awesome now, especially gary boy. you can really tell the difference.

The kittens are definitely more comfortable when i'm around, although still shy. Today when i started placing the food, all 3 of them gathered around me. Awww... But they will still runaway if i move too close. Today, the fat white cat was there for awhile but 1 of the kittens hissed at it. oh my..

That's all.. I don't even want to think about tomorrow but it's really hard not to. I really can't feel assured & have some peace cos everytime when i do, a slight thought of that hell hole will destroy everything. The mental images of my boys is the only thing helping me get through this but at the same time, it's not too. I just wanna be with them, their presence just makes me feels glad.

i need to find some peace..

2010-04-10T23:11:00.004+08:00

"All these problems on my mind,
make it hard for me to think.
There is no way I can stop,
my poor brain is gonna pop."

let's start with something less emo-ish. Met up with vincent to walk walk and also to go look at the new MAC collection.

a very angst-sy look! the eyes looks alot darker in person. The gold looks non existent.. I used Gilt by association, which looks pretty when i tried it on my hand combo-ed with a black base, but looked totally like shit on my eyes. I added some amberlights-ish color from the alice in wonderland palette (not sure of the name), white rabbit and wonderland.

All's Good blush. I'm really digging the blush. I really like the color (i don't know how to describe it). It looked as though i got mauled by a bulldozer. Definitely better when its spammed cos everything is awesome when used in excess.

Everhip lipstick comboed with Frankly Fresh lipglass. Everhip is disappointing, I can't see shit, i don't see any coral color, next time i'm just gonna wear it by itself as "Frankly Fresh" might have made the color more nude? But i prefer the lipglass over the creemsheen gloss(?). At least, the lipglass provided shine for a longer amount of time.

I went swatch crazy. But,

I only got 2 stuffs cos I am on a tight budget! Hahaha!! Vincent was asking me to just get it and regret later.. nah.. I have "commitments". I don't wanna end up having to feed my boys garbage like antibiotics & hormones filled chicken!

I got Prepped For Glamour & Sketch (instead of Sorcery). The makeup lady said Prepped for Glamour looks more intense than Satin Taupe, so i guess ill take her word. Certain angle satin taupe looks nonexistant like a ninja.

I already planned to get this 2 colors (sorcery instead) but when i saw the grease paintstick in "brown, now", the dirty gold one & blackline pencil.. i want them! They are all so pretty, i really hope I can at least get 1 of them.

The kittens which i had been feeding. They seemed like an extended family. 2 outta the 3 are confirmed male. the 3rd one is extremely shy so i can't see its gender. But my favorite one is definitely a brave & mischievous boy! He is just so adorable. (the one in the first photo)

When the mama (girtal clone), saw me, they will come outta hiding & wait for me to served them their food. although the kittens are more wary except for my favourite one. I wanna name him "Bravery" or maybe "Gingersnap!" He consume his first chicken wing tip today, im so proud!

for grimswig's birthday present next month, i think i wanna get him that overpriced cat shaped pillow thing. Its seriously OVERpriced, maybe i should reconsider it again as he tend to jump up on my bed to sleep.

this week had really been a nightmare in that hellhole, and it will just resumes.. i really really hate being in that room. i need to find some peace, but it isn't possible. somebody help me.

fungi is cool

2010-04-03T00:20:00.004+08:00

Today I went out and purchase some stuffs. I purchase a lipstick and lipglass from the "Give me Liberty of London" collection.

I bought "Ever Hip" and "Frankly Fresh". I don't even know why i picked this 2 color. Initially I wanted the "Prim & Proper" Blush, but I'm the type who likes my makeup to show up. Fuck natural. Other than nude lips of cos. So I think i'll pass on tt blush although its kinda pretty.

The makeup person applied the 2 products on my lips, but i didn't really paid attention to it.. So i can't really comment on it. So I will try the lipstick out when I get the chance. the lipglass look pathetically small though. Judging by the way i spammed stuffs, shit is not gonna last.

LOTD i supposed?
Eyes: loads of shit from mac & urban decay, black, glamour checked, wonderland, white rabbit, oraculum, some rusty red. Although 3/4 of the colors can't even be seen.
Bi-tone & All's Good blush. its looks really ridiculous, but oh well. Blankety & Partial to Pink for the lips.

I still prefer this sorta colors for my eyes. Reddish Brown. I'm too used to that, it's like my go to colors. Oh well, its either red or reddish brown, so yea, i don't have much variety. Then smack on some crazy blush and i'm cool.

I'm still waiting for an opportunity to try on my Cyndi lipstick. I really want to try red lips but I think ill look retarded in it. However, everyone needs at least 1 red lipstick huh? Russian Red anyone?

I'm this close to getting my leopard pants, so please transfer the remaining to me!

say it ain't so..

2010-03-28T15:10:00.004+08:00

i love your crazy.

So did anyone lives in darkness for an hour yesterday?

Wont go in depth about the outing. But to summarise everything, we came and we destroyed. Team Jonas Brother's ftw. although we got terrorize by aggresive black ants. we are not team cyclone or any of your korean nonsense? team jonas is not impressed!

i am gonna start on drawing grimswig, cos i have been putting it aside for long enough. i did drew it, but my scanner is not working. so i am gonna try to draw it using my tablet. yay for messy lines. argh!

I will probably try the printing in far east, although it is very expensive but i don't want the printing to fade into oblivion after 1 wash. I wanted silkscreening but, i need a minimum order of 10. It will cost like 100 for 1 design excluding buying my own tshirts. so, whatever.

i donated blood, and i made such a big deal about it when it doesnt hurt. I fed 4 kittens which are nowhere to be seen now. I almost brought home an awesome kitten but did not. My beliefs is making my head hurts and irritating the shit outta everyone. I just consume a can of vegetable soup. Thats all. AWESOME WEEK isn't it?

ugh.. monday.. tt place just drains the life and happiness outta me..

everything we fight for seems to get shotdown

2010-03-21T23:12:00.004+08:00

since shasha asked for a post, so here we go again..

today i brought the boys to the park because everything seem stale back home.

Like always, Grim just love to pull the leash. or maybe i'm walking too slow, cos that crazy dog can walk damn quickly.

we went to the area where there used to be tons of mosquitoes. thankfully that seems to be a problem of 2008. Since I left the park, free of bites.

I guess Gary boy thinks this is his good side. Nah.. he is just avoiding eye contact with the camera. But he just looks so cute! but he looks disgusting in person (gary boy is sleeping shhh!) HAHAHAHA! I actually wanted to give him a bath but the bedroom toilet tap is like screwed up! ARGH! But gary boy still smells heavenly to me..

guess who this is.

The crazy dog, Grimswig!

He is by far the most expressive dog I seen in my life! He just have so much character and spunk in him.

But I try not to have a favourite but, to me gary boy is the one i dotes on, grimswig is the funny one and gatsby is the baby.

speaking of gatsby,

this boy really grew ALOT. I was looking at the pictures of his first few days with me and he definitely changed. awww.. i miss the puppy gatsby!

Look at grimswig in the background! HAHAHA! More photos of gatsby cos this boy keeps appearing infront of the camera.. he is just so sweet running towards you wagging his tail.

how i wish everyday can be spent with the boys, just chilling without having to worry about getting into trouble. i'm really not looking forward to tomorrow, i just know something bad is gonna happen.

something which i purchased. The Cyndi Lauper lipstick, Bi-tone blush and Partial to Pink creemsheen gloss (?). I wanted to get the "Ripe Peach" blush ombre but after much calculation, i can't afford it. and I really wanted to get the book, "Eating Animals" but we'll see..

oh yea?
did i mention?
I SHOOK ADAM LAMBERT'S HAND!!!
i still cant get over how gorgeous and fierce he is! i'm crushing on him so bad!

who gave you the power, to make us run for cover?

i need 3 jonas brother's bodyguards to keep the fags away from me!

2010-03-08T12:41:00.003+08:00

I went for paramore concert in singapore. i thought it would have been a dream come true, but its more like a freakin nightmare!

The queuing up part are always fucked up.. but i got the 2nd row at the centre of the stage. But the moment paramore went on.. it just went crazy. People from the back just push and use whatever to make it to the front.

There are people fainting and passing out but those stupid fuckers just kept pushing attempting to take the fallen's spot. Those people who pass out are stuck and the security guards can't pull them out thanks to those selfish people. Seriously, humans, how fucked up can you get?

I was surprise that Paramore actually found tt good, and commented that singapore was their loudest show ever.

maybe rock music isn't my thing, but how are you suppose to enjoy a show when you are getting squeezed, stepped on, crushed and gasping for air trying not to fall (if you did, you might as well be dead cos those pple will fuckin trample all over you). the people who really got too much, i just fuckin push them back and punch their arms, cos its really irritating. I'm surprise I got the strength to push the crowd back.

Honestly, i can't even remember anything they play cos i was busy trying to stay standing and not die. And when misery business came on, i was thinking.. "Oh dear satan, this is it, i'm gonna be crush to death."

the next paramore concert, i'm gonna be wear adam lambert-esque platform boots which are fierce and thick as fuck. Not only do i get the height boost. any bitch that step on me, the moment i go crazy jumping around, bitches' toes are gonna be crushed. My army boots are fine too.

And i am gonna hate the whole crowd and treat them like the fuckin humans that they are and just kick the shit outta everyone! Who's in on this?!

The concert actually gave me a pair of "Brand new eyes" (lame reference i know). But this kinda conditions is how the chicken, the pigs, the cows, the lambs, any form of meat that we consume are raised. Squashed together for their entire life before being slaughter. This just make me all the more guilty when i consume meat, and i want to eat less meat, if possible just starve, win win situation. I slim down and no animal dies.

hayley did said that they will be back within 5 years. bitches be prepare! i'm gonna get my platform boots of death, my shoulderpads of misery, and 3 Jonas brother's bodyguards to keep the bitches away from me!

cheshire cat

2010-02-27T00:16:00.003+08:00

At the top of my head, the character i liked most is the cheshire cat. Reason is simple, i like anything that is or is related to cats. Check out its winged eye.

He is smart and mischievous, helping alice yet getting her into trouble. Disappearing and leaving only his grin as if to be laughing at the situation. The things it says are near philosophical, i especially like,

"we're all mad here, i'm mad, you're mad.."

Not only the creatures in Wonderland are mad, we are now living in a mad world with humans playing queen, beheading everyone just because they can. I hope there is someone like the Cheshire cat who can create doubts, confusion and conflict in such people.

Like how much chaos it caused when he was sentenced to death by having its head visible questioning, can something without a body be beheaded?

So can something which have no intentions of harm, and long only to live their life to the fullest be killed for selfish desires? Or just because people can?

anyway,

“Catch Alice in Wonderland Movie starting from 4th March 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!”

i am carey simpson, nice to meet you.

2010-02-26T19:01:00.008+08:00

"for all this hurt, we thank you.."

its just another series of unfortunate events. But at least the wig arrived.. I hope my iherb order of taurine and calcium carbonate will arrive soon.

today i purchase the Urban Decay's Alice in Wonderland palette. I didn't took a photo of it, but i will, if i feel like it. My first urban decay eyeshadows. They are very shimmery.. Fallout wasn't as bad as what many described.

The colors are very pretty, although some are just shimmers and more shimmers.. i can barely see it. But no big deal. Ill just spam it.. Who cares bout looking natural? Not me.

And fyon wanted to see the wig. Well here it is in action,

Pretty huh, not!
It looks abit shiina-esque but something just seem wrong, and the moment i moved my head,
BOOM
New hairstyle.. How am i suppose to headbang in this!? Shiina Ringo how do you wear your wigs?

Another way, which looks very L and scene-ish.

I really wanted to try out the palette.
Everything on the eyes are by urban decay sans mascara.
I used "White Rabbit", "Mushroom", "Mad Hatter", "Vorpal" and "Jabberwocky". I cant really see mushroom though, but it looks pretty when swatched. I have to get the hang of the liquid liner which gives a pretty wing.

Mac's All's Good blush.. It just don't seem as dark as i thought it would be. I just spammed it. I look like i got punched, but i love it~~ cos i wanna look like pikachu.

Unseen photos of Grimswig and gatsby. Sorry gary boy, you look very unglam and crazy! HAHAHA! He looks like a psycho, tts why he is also called Scary gary.

Grimswig's expression never fails to be funny.

Gatsby has grown so much. When i came back from tekong (torture pls), when i saw him.. He just looked different. He is getting steralize on march if things go as plan.

Many loves to the boys and i will find the organic eggs cos i don't do "Not original organic eggs". I was like "errr..." when the man said tt.

"when we're gonna learn?"

I wish i was back home..

2010-02-12T23:18:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, the camp had this chinese new year event. first they brought us to kent ridge park. That area is huge with gigantic spiders!

Some people, the first thing they do when they arrived is the take a smoke.. wtf? no wonder i don't like people! Instead of taking in the "fresh" air, they pollute it.. whatever.

I started exploring the area, climbing up and down tons of stairs and exploring the "jungle" by myself.

View taken from the Canopy trail. I saw the sign "Hort Park", i wanted to head over there yet it seems so faraway. In the end, i turned back.. Read that, they have alot of florals.

I felt like Dorothy with my spankin new sneakers.. Yea, Yea.. nothing special but I liked it.. With my awesome expensive 8 frickin bucks Muji striped socks.

Doesn't this leaf look like a skull or something?

After walking for round an hour (tiring due to the climbing of stairs), they drove us back to camp. Where we have other activities which i kinda am lazy to elaborate.

today, went to town (finally), to see see look look. In the end, i purchase plain tshirt which look like my father's home clothes. Are the guys nowadays sluts? their tee shows so much cleavage!

Then went to Sephora (WOOT). Bought Urban Decay liquid liner in Perversion. Tried it just now. Not used to it and the thing takes some time to dry. Will play around with it more.

I also bought MAC's "All's Good" blush from one collection. Its kinda dark. It was kinda an impulse thing as I want a blush tts as dark as the one Lady Gaga was wearing in "Bad Romance". Next, LIPSTICKS!

and i saw May in whitesand hosting an event! So nice to see her. she is so nice and just so encouraging!

It's only been a month, and my appointment with the psychiatrist and counselor is kinda pointless. I didn't know I only have 10-15mins with psychiatrist and the counselor looks like he is rushing to go to lunch or something.. I might finally visit the MO just to get a reference to another doctor who is willing to spend time listening.

but if i'm without you, then i will feel so small..

2010-02-06T15:05:00.004+08:00

"the more i see of men, the more i love my dogs.."

so its been 4 weeks of ns shitty-ness! Ranting will come later but,

YAY!!!
Paramore standing pen ticket on March 7th!
Read that it sold out a few hours after the sales started. Why must they come when i'm bald!? But its still awesome that one of my favorite bands are coming! Definitely a tiny piece of a dream come true!

Really wish they would perform, Turn if off, Playing God, Brighter(!!!), For a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic!

Gonna send a kage no buushin to queue for me! Or maybe i will just chop a place with a tissue paper. that's how we singaporean do it!

That is definitely something to look forward to and its one of the better thing that happen on me.

I will not resort to violence and ill mannerism towards that human filth who is such an obnoxious fucking douche totebag!

oh yea, i ordered a wig, hope it don't make me look more retarded than i already am.

bye bye~

Library

2010-01-25T22:01:00.004+08:00

End of Week 2.

My days in tekong was insane! But i have been posted to Ayer Rajah Camp. I almost got posted to Kranji camp which is crazy! I realize my body seems to be weaker when i'm in there.

Just by walking not even a single round, my chest starts hurting and my head starts aching. wtf dude.

Things that needs to be done after my first ns pay: (still waiting for my ot)
- Bring Grim to the vet. (i'm kinda worried about him.)
- Paramore tickets
- Fish oil

I've been reading The Story of Edgar Sawtelle. The book is very chim and I can't grasp what is going on. So I stop reading that book despite it having an interesting plot. Currently reading, "Doggy Style". Language used can gets kinda dirty at times yet it is entertaining. Halfway through it..

Finished reading Dog food Nation and Nation under dogs (or something like that). I seem to enjoy reading about dog foods.

On the waiting list is Madison Avenue, Pets and The PETA Practical Guide to Animal Rights. I know PETA have a bad rep but i'm kinda interested to see what they have to say.

Anyway, have to go fold my number 4. my life just keeps getting "better" doesn't it?

in a corner of my memory, you'll be there..

2010-01-10T23:03:00.004+08:00

so tomorrows the day, hahaha! I brought the boys to the park where we stroll through the mangrove swamps and they had a very short run. this is probably the last outing for the time being.

trying to keep this short, cos i keep ending up crying! when i think about tomorrow morning, when i have to step out of the house.. i don't even know how i can turn around to close the door without crying. fuck.. for the 5.5 days, im pretty sure i'm going to cry every minute i'm there.. i will be known as the crybaby and i can live with tt.

somethings to note,
- always check if theres any water in the waterbowl.

- for feeding the eggshell/seameal, if not sure just add a bit.. better to less than more.

- always put the boys in the their respective pens before placing the food, gary boy, grimswig then gatsby.
- if feeding bones, pls moniter, or if really uncertain then don't feed but replace with meat.

- before heading out fill the kongs and the blue color thing (not kong) with 2 treats. Gatsby still don't know how tt works so just leave 1-2 treats for him.

- when going to sch put him in the playpen.

- if don't mind can let gary boy slp in my bed, your room (my closet) but remember to carry him down if he's on my bed.

- the blanket, i will leave it in a manner, try to make it tt way, and can leave some of my home clothes on their beds.. i never wash (eww..)

- can let them out in the living room, but must moniter cos of jayson all of them running around.

- if father keep like doing the shoo/push thing (eventhough he's joking or playing), stop him. it will affect them one!
- aiya don't know la..

anyway, just gonna freakin end this, i'm just crying and crying la... and the pple there will definitely not understand what i'm going through.. eventhough its just a week, but its so hard, damn it! will miss all my boys! gotta get the image of them thinking i will be gone for only a day but in fact im gone for a week! don't forget me hor! cos i will be tanned and bald when im back!

don't even know i can slp or not... this is so depressing...

take care ok my buddies, darlings, gary boy, grimswig and gatsby! i'm gonna miss you 3 so so much!

"If I get on the train now, I have the feeling I won’t see you again
Never more, will you have to give the troubled me a little push
I will believe in that smile of yours, in our bond
Never more, for even when we are apart, your heart will be with me.."

this very time outshines the bygone moments of my life

2010-01-09T22:31:00.003+08:00

" Today this moment deserves the ultimate intensity
I see no need to recharge for tomorrow’s happenings
Mistakes we made yesterday, they blur what should be clear
Refocus close on where you are.."

yesterday, brought the boys to sentosa. it started raining when we arrived. when it stopped i brought the boys to the sea one by one. the sound they made when they were paddling (for dear life) back to shore was so funny!

Isn't the backdrop just so pretty? the theme park-in construction looks nice, however it will definitely expensive. meant for the tourist/expats and not for the poor locals like me. Singapore F u.

Today I brought the boys to Riverside Park. I really love that place. It's huge, its pretty empty and its just great.

Ain't they all just so cute?!

gary boy is enjoying the wind in his face! today he is the explorer of the pack. sniffing and marking the area.

Grimswig and his silly expression. He is as usual, interested in almost anything, especially humans in motion. Although he did came back and stayed close for most of the time but still have to work on that.

GATSBY!! This little boy is growing up. Walking fast and venturing ahead, trying to lead the pack huh? But he is very reponsive when he is called. He is just enjoying his time in the great outdoors despite being assaulted by ants. (BOO!)

Gary boy and his messy fur! Somebody tame that beast! I am really considering getting it trim or something.

Like i said, i love this type of shots. The last one especially, all 3 boys are in shot although gary boy is abit at the background. Hahaha!

First take:
No one is paying attention! and what is that grim?! Hahaha!

Now its gary boy's turn. he looks so darn adorable in this!

grim is not impressed and wants this to stop! gary boy just look cheeky! him and his silly tongue! gatsby is just there, innocent. (he is the one who is always not looking into the cam!)

grim is giving me his, fine just do whatever you want face.

FINALLY! See it isn't that hard right? (well it is!) There's afew shots of the boys looking like this, but they look pretty similar and this is one of my favourite! This boys just keeps getting more and more cute each day!

i took out my piercing today, i feel so uncomfortable. i'm used to having shit dangling on my lips! tomorrow i should look like a generic single eyelid asian man on the verge of looking beng-ish.

Tomorrow just couldn't come any faster, and this is just so hard cos i'm the one with seperation anxiety instead of the boys. guys, brace yourself for an emo post tomorrow.. or not. heh!

" Scorch me with this momentary light
Cause I keep using up this life I’ll never have again
I only know the present
I want to flash into your present."

kampung chic eh?

2010-01-07T23:23:00.004+08:00

i should start with yesterday. i didn't took pictures of the major haul cos they are starting to rot.

i went to carrefour to look for mackerel. i have no clue that saba is actually mackerel. theres also batang and what not, but i have no clue what their actual ang mo name is. I bought the whole fish, and the lady helped me to cut the fish. i have no intention of feeding the boys the whole fish!

after that i went to buy grass fed beef as i read that they provide higher omega 3 as grainfed beef are usually loaded with omega 6 but lack omega 3 thus the ratio is wrong. I bought 1kg of it which is equal to a week or so worth of the boy's meals.

i purchased veal liver and lamb liver. although the 500g lamb liver have an expiry date, but i just wanted to try it out.

gary boy don't really like eating chicken liver (have to tell him to eat then he will touch it sometimes he don't even consume it.) However he seems to love veal's liver. BUT, grim don't like it! he always ate his chicken liver without fail. Lamb he seems to be ok with it, but gary boy... have to see the next time it is fed. Gatsby love anything that is placed on his kitty bowl.

jayson's first day of school. that is his "uniform". they used to have a pink coloured uniform when sheila was there. it's kinda stupid that they no longer need the kids to wear the pink uniform. i find it cute lor.. oh well.. i can't fit in it anyway..

today i was planning to bring the boys to swim, but when i woke up.. holy mackerel! its like raining.. every fuckin time!

but i went out with May, she said this is my farewell lunch. hahaah! we went to watch the 4th Kind. I was late and i just walked into the cinema, there was no one there to even check if i have a ticket. Hmmm.. the show keeps the audiences constantly tensed but i feel the story is boring though.. initially i thought it was about exorcism but its actually about aliens abduction.

then we went to have Fried Mars Bar, which i really miss! Totally sinful and the calamari is amazing!

Then i went to get the boys' feeding timetable printed.

so how was The Pupil? Ep2 is interesting but Ep3, all the ladies u guys gotta watch it. Utt~~~ Did you guys noticed that while Michael Allen (Bobby tonelli) was on the stand, when they had a reaction shot of the opposite lawyer, he can be seen sitting at the back. Or was it only me? Anyway, really enjoy watching it, things getting interesting in the later episodes!

going to be bald soon, no makeup for 2 years?! just murder me, and i gotta save up for paramore's concert! the thought of seeing hayley is just WAHHHHHH~!!!!

the heartguard still haven't arrived, vhat the vuck?

i said bandana, not banana!

2010-01-05T23:11:00.003+08:00

Can you believe that Grim weighs around 2.5kg? Gary boy weighs around 1.9kg. I think grim have heavy bones cos he looks lean.

My father said that i'm biased cos i feed gary boy more cos he always see me cutting a bigger portion of meat for 1 dog. i corrected him, its actually for grim cos he is more active and because he used to be extremely thin. people thought im abusing him or some shit.

and both boys went for the heartworm check, and both are negative so i can start with the heartworm prevention. although pasir ris is highly populated with mosquitoes (always recieved at least 5 bites when i visit the park) and they still come back clean, i wanna play save. i just hope my wallet can keep up with the prevention.

anyway, i'm NOT satisfied by that Cli*ic (not clit pls). The receptionist or whatever she is called is so... whatever! I'm not dumb, i'm just trying to confirm if the way you phrase your sentence doesn't mean "consultation" otherwise i would have to pay for something i didn't ask for! She still can give me tt fustrated tone of voice.
t(○･｀Д´･○)t ~moooo!!

The sakura chicken which was chopped up by the ntuc lady. although the way she chopped it is weird.. she should have done it like, 2 wings, 2 leg, back, breast, thighs but i received like chunks of diff parts...

can you see greedy gary boy?

wouldn't it be funny if i just gave the boy the whole chicken which is nearly 3/4 of their size? I wonder how they would start? Cos by chopping the chicken up, the bone seems to be so sharp. But if they diy it would be better. Can't make them share the chicken cos gary boy is pretty possessive of his food.

jayson trying on this cute hoodie at Giants. I would so buy clothes for him if i have the money. tt aside, buying clothes for kids are kinda a waste. they will definitely grow out of it. BUT KIDS CLOTHES ARE SO CUTE!

tomorrow i should go buy a week worth of food for the week i'm not home (hai...). Cut them nicely, so my family can just thaw and feed. but is it too early to buy them?

hmmmm?

the limits of this world..

2010-01-01T23:11:00.004+08:00

"So, let’s forget each other countless times
And when we meet again, it will be wonderful"

I was supposed to wake up at 9, i did, but i went back to sleep and woke up at 10:30am to go to the supermarket. I am extremely kiasu, if you still haven't notice. Actually it doesn't matter. Went to get sakura chicken. I tried purchasing the whole chicken and got the lady to chop it up for me.

Returning home i started removing the meat from the bones (first time pls), its either i'm doing something wrong or what? The amount of meat is like kinda... little? I read that we should let our dogs eat different animal and different parts to meet the whole prey structure thing. Although, i think dogs are meant to eat like beef/lamb instead of poultry.

Reading the veterans post, they said that dogs are carnivores and things like flaxseed oil actually doesn't do much for the dogs because of the metabolic energy required to convert the precursor to Omega 3 removes almost 99% of the value of the oil. They recommended fish oil instead for the omega 3 if we are not feeding grassfed meat. ok i should stop boring pple with this chunk of text.

i think everyone is probably looking like that. sian. hahaha!

PICTURES:
Went to Pasir ris Park (will i even have the chance to go to sentosa?!). Although i kinda have second thoughts regarding the bag but it makes life easier.

The boys didn't get to go off leash cos of the amount of humans today. There's so many pple la.. omg.

gary boy why so cute?!

standard grim's crazy expressions. this boy really getting very naughty. keep pulling the leash. i'm used to them walking on my right side, but this boy, wander to the left then later go back to the right. haiyo!

gatsby, still not really used to the leash.. so he is walking very slowly. he will follow/chase us when he is offleash, but he still have to learn how to walk on leash.

when i put the 3 boys together, sheila said, "jonas brothers ar?"
HAHAHAHA!! what the.. although kinda have that "seh".

Grimswig got blocked, he is the invisible jonas. But look at gary boy's face, i'm gonna pass out from his cuteness! my camera just won't focus on him one lor! so he have to be in the center.

Gatsby unglam shot and grim's nose got cropped. poor composition ftw! hahaha!

i know the pictures look alike, but look at grim's face.. wah lau! so funny!

and here my favourite shot of the day,

can be better, but i really liked it! all of them look so adorable! many loves!

anyway, if everything goes as plan, the 2 boys are most probably gonna go for their heartworm check, cos i have stop the prevention due to financial problem. really hope they will be clear cos pasir ris is filled with mosquitoes!

i don't like counting down but i'm gonna enlist soon.. don't even wanna think about the days away from the boys. not gonna emo-fied this post!

"Take this point of view
Nothing is old, and nothing is new
When you look at me and say
Nice to meet you, would you mind if I stay?"

pretty in pink.

2009-12-27T20:28:00.003+08:00

if you haven't notice, i changed my blog's layout. i am feeling this weird light brown, creamish beige, pastel red/blue colors currently.

so here are some videos of the boys that i took, can't see much cos of all the shaking and what not.

Here are the boys at Riverside Park. Can you see how huge this place is, it's just a part of 1 of the 3 areas. This is the area with the ponds. You can also see a glimpse of jayson using the dslr.

This was the boys at Pet Movers. Once again, the boys just ran off to ~~mark~~ explore the area while gatsby followed me around. Don't really like this dogrun cos it's kinda dirty due to previous owners not picking up their dog's poop.

So normally i would go to the back of the dogrun (if theres no big dogs) as i found it being more clean.

The boys playing at home. Gatsby is naughty most of the time snatching toys and nipping grim. Gary boy is so funny, don't know what he is doing when he is lying on the bed. It's so cute and that gatsby keep popping up!

Theres the green mattress which i bought for the boys as it is huge. Not exactly cheap but if i were to find a dog bed around that size, it would definitely cost more than $100. There was a 20% the month after i bought it (damn!), and there was a blue colored one! I originally wanted a blue one, cos it feel more baby boy-ish. But the branch i went too doesn't have it. Oh well, green goes with my room.

Gatsby's first day. back when he haven't got a name yet. See how mischievous he is! And how he move, so very cute! I am very sure he grow bigger since then.

If anyone is interested, this is my current hair color. the final color change before i go bald~ This time it does look burgundy! Should take a better picture of it if i have the chance. I really like this color! Sadly i can only enjoyed it for a week. I should do a post on the different shade of red but hair went through! That would be fun. Hahaha!

its gonna be the 30th soon!

we are busy because we are busy people..

2009-12-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

"now tt old fucker Johnny Walker* has gone and ruin our plans,
our best made plans..
don't leave me yet to pass through time..
don't leave me yet my guiding light.."

*faggot's name changed for fuck sake.

the boys are very busy this few days.. They are going out and out! Anyone wants to make an appointment with them too? Transport have to be provided though.. since taxi drivers can be such jerks. and we dont have money to take taxi.

Anyway, if you are only here for the photos, you are in luck.. tons of photos ahead! I should start with what we did today (25th Dec).

We met up with melody & terry, shingo & ruki at Pet Movers dog run. Not a big fan of that place, but its the nearest.

not much pics of grim cos he is busy running and exploring the place. only gatsby stick with me. awww you! but gary boy keeps coming back to check on us.

there were this white pom who is trying to hump the boys. omg! it stalk them somemore. waiting for them while we moved over to the small dog run cos there are more and more bigger dogs. Don't want them to get run over.

What!? A snowstorm in singapore?
The dog run had this event which i didn't know till they announced it. those are foam actually. Was kinda worried cos it seems poisonous! hahaha! I am not joking about it being a snowstorm.. holy fuck, shit is flying everywhere!

was trying to make it seem like he was a husky in the snow~

don't consume it gatsby!

Grim trekking through the foam. Refuse to call them snow! hahaha!

Classic Grim pose! the heads up look.

Merry christmas everyone~ email garey for my address to send your presents to me k? cuddles & licks

Ruki, Shingo and a part of melody's leg. The 2 of them are so shy! Shingo shivers if my fingers goes too close to him. Not much interaction between them and the boys. Bummer! Although ruki let me carry her, but i brought her somewhere and hid her, i think she hates me now! ha! And melody wanted a pic of all 5 of them. 3 is already giving me a headache to shoot, can you imagine all 5!? hahahaha!

Really like seeing how the boys interact with other chihauhuas (dogs). Although gary boy is kinda short tempered. He don't like other dogs to sniff him for too long or get too touchy.

There was this couple who had 3 huskies. And they just left the huskies in the dog run and they were gone to don't know where. i didn't realized tt till i see 1 of the husky drinking water from a puddle of mud. Then i thought tt husky looked familiar but i don't see the owner anywhere!

How irresponsible! they are lucky that their dogs are well mannered but its still doesn't give them the right to live their dogs alone in the dogrun while they go fuck somewhere. If i am gungho enough i will just go up to them and give them a piece of my mind!

Yesterday (24th), we went back to Riverside Park which was wet! ahhh!!!

It is wet, although from the photos you can't tell.

We tried fishing too, although it is not allowed.. I think they release the fish caught though.

Can you see how huge this stretch of field is? Thats on the otherside of the pond as there are like 3 sections. The bad part of this field is, at the end of the field is a road. So have to be careful not to let the boys (esp grim) get too far which he tends to do.

Take note of tt huge mangosteen in the middle.

I love shots like this, of the boys running, but it is so hard to capture! esp looking at gary boy's fur flying around.. its so cute!

I am not emo, cant you see how he-yell~ my tongue is!?

He still can't on leash yet, cos he won't move when the leash is attached! but he do look good in blue huh?

In the morning I went to Tekka Market to have a look at the meat as people keep emphasizing how cheap they are.

The chicken and beef are pretty cheap but the lamb are still like omg. What am i doing wrong? people even mention that the lamb they got is $7-9/kg! What part did they buy? Although i doubt the breast i bought is from a kampong chicken!

I think i'm gonna try to purchase Sakura chicken for the boys. The packaging state tt there are no antibiotics and no growth hormones. Just that i don't know how to cut a whole chicken, hope the ntuc ladies can help me.. hahaha!

that's all for now, will talk more about meat when the times come..

"everyday i never failed to curse the both of you!
damn you all to hell!"

you're like an indian summer in the middle of the winter..

2009-12-23T23:03:00.003+08:00

"you come along because i like your face,
and i admire your expensive taste.."

so we finally got to visit the riverside park today! since the last 2 months i have been dying to see how this place look like. cos while on the way to woodlands/yishun, the bus would pass by that place and it looks huge and pretty.

There were numerous ponds with people feeding and trying to catch the fishes.

Gatsby being his clumsy self managed to tumble and fell into pond. That boy still can paddle after i fish him out.

Drying that boy up after his watery misfortune! It was just the beginning of the trip and he got in trouble. A part of me knew he is gonna fall into the water, right after tt thought, i see tt little furball rolling into it. hahaha!

It was very hot (lack of shelter) when we arrived but the park was virtually empty which i really like. The humans only started pouring in at around 6. So the boys were offleash for majority of the time.

At least the ants here arent aggressive. But there are tons of millipedes~ I wonder if the pond water is clean? Well my foot fell into it while attempting to rescue gatsby.. it just looks brown.. haha!

Grimswig have the most expressive expression (hmmm?).

Trying to get the 3 of them to stay side by side is tough! And i thought getting 2 was hard..

I love grim's expression in this! Like an obedient mummy's boy's face, NOT!

One of the photos that i like of them together.

Look at tt face Grim is giving gatsby! Gatsby is too naughty, especially at home!

Shots taken by Jayson. I have a video which have a glimpse of him using the dslr.

His expression is probably due to the sun. But he actually wanted to take a photo with grim but grim was running to east jesus nowhere..

Reading those dog books, although I really don't like Ceaser Milan but have to work on the calm assertive thing he always talk about. But its kinda tough when your dog is like running further away. Hahah!

damn glam hor!

The face gary boy give me when i put him on the bed but he wants me to carry him down when i'm using the laptop. Pardon the non existant lighting.

Anyway really love the park but the distance really have to depend on my father's mood and how much i can tahan when i ask him.

Praying to be rich, every single day.
Bye~~

ba da ba ba da ba ba hah..

2009-12-23T00:18:00.003+08:00

"go get your shovel, and we'll dig a deep hole
to bury your fuckin castle!"

Fauntleroy sounds nice huh, its donald duck's middle name. i should stop with the initial "G" if i ever have any additions to the pack. that will happen in 2012 provided the world doesn't ends and my income is stabilized and pay comes to me ON TIME.

I like Faust, Frederick, Fauntleroy, Elliot, Sid, Seth, Lucas, Minato, Kaoru and of cos my all time favorite, Haruka. World pls don't end in 2012.

anyway, seems like i wont be recieving my pay anytime soon. so i wasted my days working for fuckin nothing. so my life before enlisting is totally a torture. i don't even have a single cent to buy a big gulp don't even bother talking about enjoying myself.

Seriously this 2 person, A and R.. the 2 of you, stop saying that you yourself are not being paid or broke. you gave me the dates but keep pushing it.. now you screw everytime up for me while you guys are probably enjoying the christmas season. NO U DONT FUCKIN UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION! fuck the 2 of you. sincerely garey.

pointless post is pointless..

i need my coke fix!

2009-12-19T23:44:00.004+08:00

on friday after reading that its gonna rain with possibilities of "floods" during 18th - 20th, i pestered my father to drive me and the boys to the dogrun.
wanted to see how Sengkang Riverside Park looks like, but oh well...

Only pictures of gatsby as the other 2 boys are like miles away.

Ok i lied, but one damn warm photo of gary boy when he came back cos i have treats.

grim says leave me alone!
fine, i don't sayang you at home already..

gatsby and a schnuazer named oscar (or something which sounds similar to it.) i really like this dog, very obedient and affectionate!

although gatsby was harrassed by a husky and a whippet (italian greyhound, not sure). fuck man there are like godzilla in gatsby's point of view and they are like rolling him around. have to rescue my tiny little boy.

but the 2 of them were like jumping up on me to don't know do what to him. seriously, them jumping on me equate to a person pushing me with force. geeeeezzz....

that aside i think all 3 boys enjoy their tiring running, marking, sniffing trip out.

I still haven't recieved my pay yet. including the ot which i should recieved half the amount on 18th. But guess what? Bitch is stalling again. Said, have to check with the head stylist who still fuckin owe me 700 bucks! Dude is broke so stop using him to delay. Do you think i can accept your excuss of being broke after you came back from hawaii?! this type of pple seriously are first class douche! spare a thought for others, i might sound like a prick pestering them for money. but fuck it, think about my situations for once. stop sabotaging me! i need the money for vet checkup fees and for survival man!

other than tt, wooo the animations movie are really good these days. Really enjoy watching them. UP is so touching.

gimme my pay, gimme my 1k

2009-12-14T01:10:00.005+08:00

"you all alone,
you're fixing ramen
you pour hot water in.."

some photos which are long overdue, it was taken like last month or something?
met people who are really nice.

John and Jenn, one of the remaining people who was left while the ones i first saw departed. Hahaha!
john still haven't beaten my high score in bubble wrap and jen is the soundman who really loves drums.

Shasha is gonna murder me. But its adrian pang! back when i was still fair..

Rebecca, whose face you might had seen on the bus.

Vadi from the "Mumbai la" or something commercial..
he call me jerry, he call me geri.. that's not my name!

Carmen, who we have a nice conversation about my stinky feet. Taken at the japanese restaurant which we still stay till so late.. and the call time the next day was in the morning.
Crazy time~

Not forgetting, May!!!
Never fail to cheer me up in the morning when i just enter the room! Have some unglam pic of her plucking my facial hair, should post tt another day!

Gatsby first trip to the park. Not the best pictures but it will do as the other 2 boys are busy running in different directions.

At home the 2 of them are so responsive but in the great outdoors their inner beast was unleash.. *sad*

This line is fuckin addictive.. and it makes no sense at all..
i like it though..
RA RA AH AH~~ Roma- Roma-maa~ Ga Ga oh lalaa~

Disturbing Grim while he is in his emo mode..

I want to change their name to japanese, and i don't fuckin care!
Minato-kun! Haruka-chan! shido visasu!! Ok the last one isn't a japanese name but it sounds cool k!

its a circle, a mean cycle.

2009-12-10T20:41:00.004+08:00

before i got the news that my life is screwed, took some shots of the boys.

This little boy better behave! kept nipping and biting grimswig! so naughty!

No i didnt forgot about the boys. Didn't post much cos they havent bath for quite some time. But grim even after being bullied still looks so cheerful! Gary boy is just enjoying being massaged..

really sorry to the boys, because of the stupid delay in pay i can't bring you for the vet checkup! Felt really bad cos that delay also affected the people who helped me.

those 2 happy now la, thanks to them i can't even enjoy my last month before enlistment. Feeling so stressed. Karma police time to do your freakin job!

what do i do now?

2009-12-10T18:26:00.003+08:00

this time i'm really in a very bad state thanks to this 2 people! I really need a place to vent cos i doubt those people even know i have a blog.

lets start from a my ot pay. she is suppose to settle the pay with me on nov 19 when she is back from her holiday (or whatever reason she went overseas). But when she is back she didn't even sms me till i sms her about it. then she replied this person havent paid her but she will settle everything.

then i waited till end nov and asked her again then she say she will calculate the amount. then on dec 2 she told me the amount. i assumed that she already transferred the amount to me. and bcos i was so busy with the current project i didn't check, but when i checked 2 days after, it still wasn't transferred. So i smsed her about it.

No reply for 1 day, so i called the head stylist to ask if he can pay me my remaining pay for my current project before i leave which is on either 10 - 11 dec. Then i told him i am really in urgent need of cash and thanks to that girl i haven't recieved my ot pay.

Then he told me that she already flew off to hawaii for 2 weeks.
.................
i nearly passed out when i heard tt. she didn't told me anything bout tt and me stupidly waiting for my ot pay. i emailed her, and she said she will only be back on the 18th and can only pay me half the amount. she can fuckin go on a vacation and you dare tell me you no money to pay me!?

then comes the next problem, the head stylist said he will pay me before my last day which is tomorrow. So I felt relieved. Because he said that he used part of the current project expenses to pay for my previous project pay and for another lady's pay. So he is tight on the wardrobe's budget for the current project. then he say he will try to borrow money from pple if possible.

And just now i called him regarding the pay, because tomorrow is my last day. he told me he might not be able to pay me tml and have to wait till end dec. then he told me he don't feel its nice to borrow money from pple. now he changed what he said? then said didn't he told me alot of time that he used most of expenses for the current project to pay for my previous project and for another lady?

I fuckin understand that! but you youself told me you will pay me by that date! now you say you don't feel comfortable borrowing money?! its you managing your money poorly and why must i suffer with you!? stop trying to make it sound like its me rushing you for the pay or me leaving early. i already INFORMED you, and you are ok with it and you even said you're gonna pay me on tt day!
seriously wtf la..

ok, you say pple are sabotaging you, but now the 2 of them are like sabotaging me! My father told me before if they want to employ me they need to have the money to pay me, but i tried to see through their point of view. they are also tight on budget because of the wardrobe expenses.. but now... what the fuck.

now i am fuckin screwed, cos 1 of my friend loan me a huge amount of money and i promise to pay the person back by 11th (which i am supposed to get my pay) and i still have to pay a friend who helped me out when i was sick. I have to do so many things before i enlist. Now thanks to those 2 fuckers who i really wanna typed out their name, my whole plans is ruined and now i'm really stressed.

Why can't i even enjoy the remaining month before i enlist? i try to help them as much as possible when they want to catch up on their social life or even after the date i'm supposed to stop working. i know its part of my job but.. i'm getting paid peanuts! i get paid 1k for 2 months and working for 12 hours! i work so i can enjoy when the project stop with the PAY. but now i have nth sia and still in debt. wtf la seriously.

this 2 pple believe in god so much, but do they believe in karma? seriously, i will just say this to them, thanks for screwing up my life. he best do something about it.. i don't want to wait till end dec! what do i fuckin do now?

I wanna live a life from a new perspective..

2009-12-07T23:21:00.005+08:00

"Cause I built you a home in my heart,
With rotten wood, it decayed from the start.
And we shared a bed in which I could not sleep at all.."

its been ages since i updated and tons of fuckery happened and its still going on. But that aside.

Gatsby a.k.a Grieve Vicious.
Y/N?

Prefer the latter but it sounds too close to Grim.
Finally a tiny husky~~

a really funny dog which behaves like a total klutz and loves to bite!
Gary boy and Grimswick don't really like him..

This pictures are long overdue but they are one of my favourites of the boys. Really love this 2 so so much!
I promise to bring you out as much as possible after this week. We will treasure and make full use of the time i have left.

I wanna at least bring you to Sentosa for a swim, provided you guys would. I know grim hates the water!

Many loves to the both of you!

Fighting spiders is really crazy and toxic.. I will braved through this!

i love gary boy and grim but i hate ants which bites!

2009-10-20T00:21:00.004+08:00

"Look, wealth is overflowing in you.."

brought the 2 boys out as planned.

i have yet to edit the photos but i decided to post 2 of the many videos i took of them. don't wanna overdose everyone with cuteness and awesomeness of gary boy & grimswig!

HAHAHA!!
gary boy was exploring the area and he couldn't find a way back across! grimswig stick to me like eyeshadow on urban decay primer potion (lame ref, i know). I guess he knows i have a pocket full of treats.

he finally found a path to cross back, he entered through that path that's why i was calling him over. this little trooper ar, explore and explore.. venture so far from me!

gary boy come here!!!

great entrance huh? I think this would make a good opening for their introduction. I like how it ends with a picture perfect shot of their smiling faces! seriously grimswig's smile is so bright it can be packed into a million happy meals with surplus!

taken with an iphone~
more coming up!

wishing gary boy a happy 3rd birthday! the value of life is by its quality and not its quantity. you gave me so much happiness and meaning to my useless life.

you are the only one who is always running through my mind. Probably the only one who could make me cry just because i miss you so much eventhough you are just an hour away.

i could go on and on and on, but, i just love you so SO much! fuck bella and edward, screw squall and rinoa, our love is a million times more epic!

won't someone stop this song, so i won't sing along..

2009-10-19T00:48:00.005+08:00

interested?

Hahahaha!

My reason for working despite the minimum wage! it's really crazy seeing utt in person cos its like i hear his voice coming outta my tv almost everyday.

i got to take a picture with him thanks to May. omfg she! she just told utt that i wanted to take a picture with him and i like him alot. i didn't say that! can you imagine how pai sei i was. i think don't even need to apply blushes.

i like utt, but not to the extend of a certain someone. but i did tried to go to the spca event last year but decided not to. i really want my boys to have a picture taken with him tt time. oh well.. got over it.

I know the GO! PIKACHU! tee is very distracting! Somehow my cam just focus on it perfectly.

this is the way photos should be taken! people just don't know how to frame the things neccessary! That's why people group photos taken by me are always picture perfect (i know right?!) while mine are pretty suck cock. but i like this one, after much direction.

I look retarded because they were all saying "ghost faces" for this shot.. wtf..

anyway, if you haven't noticed.. i dyed my hair "Burgundy" which looks totally nothing like the box!

I was expecting something more purple-ish like the box. scammed, cos it looks like dark reddish brown? This concludes my fayley phase. i actually kinda like having dark coloured hair.

sorry if you don't like it. Heh heh!

work is getting abit crazy cos utt have no more scenes left to shoot which means no more utt.. anyway, let tomorrow be a normal breezy day and the day when my "ignorance" tee arrive. its been 2 weeks!

poetry of a poultry dinner

2009-10-19T00:22:00.002+08:00

"The things that bring you joy are so superfluous
Everything is yours
Show me your smile"

Today is Gary boy's 3rd birthday! Meaning he is 21 in human years, which means we are the same age!! Tomorrow i asked for an off day to bring him out to the park, the human traffic on monday should be at a minimum.. hope the weather is good.

Initially i wanted to get him venison, but the branch of this butchery is close so i just got him turkey and duck. Seeing how he love his duck wings.

Steadi-cam? I have no clue if it even related? But it kinda reminds me of the filming yesterday night..

He is always twirling around when its feeding time. So i don't think the meat in the bowl affects the rate of his spinning. Maybe how hungry he is makes him spin even faster. But it's damn cute!

Here you can see, Grim, always rushing into his cage and waiting for his bowl of food. and you can hear jayson's voice in the background. he wants to use my dslr to take pictures of the boys..

Grim got his share too! He eats very quickly huh?

After i get my pay I have to leave like a hundred out to bring the boys for their heartworm test. Cos i stopped for quite some time. if everytime is clear i should resume it.

Not to mention, presents for gary boy hor!

Let tomorrow be Sunny with a chance of meatballs than! hahaha!

shifting the blame is the solution huh?

2009-10-10T00:36:00.003+08:00

people are seriously pissing me off! If you want to breed your dog, do the fuckin research yourself! if you are a first timer, you should research EVEN MORE! so what if you are polite in asking the question... what the fuck sia this type of people! useless filth just fuckin DIE LA!

i saw a post on another local pets forum that the dog died from giving birth because of a vet mistakes or some shit. Firstly, don't fuckin breed your dog if you don't know shit about how it works! Would you go around letting your daughter get pregnant and getting some info from the internet which said after childbirth she needs some injections?

then when the vet made a mistakes you go around posting in forums, hoping for sympathy? then still dare say, don't know should sue the vet? say feel cheated by the vet. To me, yes the vet is definitely in the wrong for giving the wrong information. But stop trying to SHIFT the blame! You people are the cause of your dog's death! if you don't let it breed, this won't happen!

Feel the guilt yourself! don't go around pointing fingers! what surprise me is, the forum people are consoling that person! BOTH PARTIES ARE AT FAULT!

anyway, i want everything from the Style Black collection! can you people give me some money? although most of the things are already o.o.s..

mr dwayne H. you are getting older!

2009-10-08T15:11:00.003+08:00

Opps I forgotten to post this the other time.

Someone who is more red than me!

Today and tomorrow there won't be any shoot but sadly have to work on sunday! But have to keep the next sunday free because its someone's 21st birthday. I love you "Dwayne"!

Have a nice day and enjoy your shopping spree while i'm forever broke!

please tell me its on its way..

2009-10-06T23:40:00.006+08:00

you make your way in,
i resist you, just like this
you can't tell me to feel!

so my work resumes tomorrow... the 1 week break was spent pretty well, i guess?

went to watch "The September Issue". Not much comment on it but it is a pretty good show. In my opinion it didn't really go in depth into the Vogue magazine scene. But they did covered how the September Issue was put together like organizing photo shoots, quality check (by anna). It also talks about Anna Wintour, it is after all a documentary about how she prepares for the September Issue.

Then we went to Fernnice shop's opening and haji lane. The stuffs at haji lane are expensive. like holy fuck!

Soon Lee! hahaha!

Woot woot, me and bobby tonelli!

I did not cut my hair short guys. although i really want it short, will do that when my pay comes in. don't wanna talk about the pay, cos i'm not even sure if the amount is what i thought it was..

ANYWAY,

I suggested something about making her hair short when she was prepping someone up. After she was done she decided to experiment it on me instead.

Reminds me of Etna's hair though...

Ain't it sexy? The hair at the back was actually braided up, at the chun li's hair was used to cover it. Nothing complex!

the day when a random angmo strike a conversation with me on san Francisco and Gir! totally made my day!

Just saw the email, tomorrow there will be Utt.. fuck great timing, i'm in my unglam phase.. la la la~

Hello, Night Safari's Halloween Horrors!

2009-10-05T15:03:00.005+08:00

Were you shocked?!

On Saturday, we went to Night Safari's "Return of Halloween Horror"! Although it rain beforehand and we had some situation on the transportation issue. But when we arrive there,

HOLY VEAL!

We can hear screams coming from the every corners from people who fell prey to the people in costumes! The place was filled with halloween's decorations and the huge pumpkin head (not the movie please). The way it raises up was really cool! Standing at least 2 stories high (rough estimation).

The photos doesn't capture the whole eerie atmosphere there as it was dark and my camera doesn't work well in low light situations. Thus i have to resort to using flash which totally drains out the haunting feeling.

I decided to search for the scariest "Monsters". I really have to hand it to the people dressing up are really in character! You have to keep alert at all times otherwise something might come up behind you without you noticing!

xiao long bao anyone?

The Beast! Who will totally chase after you!

Jiang Shi!! He woulda been epic creepy if he was doing the hopping stunt! I feel kinda bad that i blasted the flash right in his face!

Although this picture is blur, but it kinda works with the portable light she carried.

Then we took the,
Train of Terror.

Say "wooooo~" to Hasita, Paul and me! I know i look tak glam, but you're get over it!

It is just like the normal ride which means you can view all the animals. The only difference is the "Lady Pompei" (that's what i named her), her explanations of the animals made them sound like they are bloody thirsty animals. hmmm?

At first we thought we would see more "ghost" than wildlife but that wasn't the case! Yay to antelopes, deers. antelopes, sleeping lions and stoic tigers! However, the thrill had just began when we entered the "Gate to Neverland"!

Fine! this is just an ordinary tall grass but my camera just can't focus on any object due to the darkness!

Scenery of tortured plastic souls~ Mannequins are seriously scary!

The thin mummy who emerged from the coffin scaring the guts outta everyone other than us! (We were seated right at the back!)

It looks like a runway show! the female "ghost" all looks so fierce! All the ladies, consider gore and blood the next makeup trend!

Cannibals!!! the poor lady was getting chopped up and the butcher wanted my thunder thighs!

guys, do you wanna make out with her? she is afterall the fairest of them all!

Favorite part of the entire ride! A Little red riding hood-esque exhibit. Once again, my camera can't focus thus i missed "Little Red". The wolves made it awesome! Fyi, they are actually moving! How i wish i could alight and snapped a pic with it!

After we exited the "Gates of Neverland", the trip ended. We decided to go watch the Animal show. After that we went to take a hike through,

The Forest Giant Trail,

Can you spot the person?

Believe or not, the thing that actually gave me a shock was this fella!!! Not scary clowns or monsters but an NS man!? So he wins hands down for being the Scariest "monster" there! A warning to you guys who are heading to the trail, be careful, they camouflage really well!

We passed by the "Bridge of No Return" which later became a photo taking spot with the ghouls..

The monster there don't be shy! I have to direct them before taking the photos! hahaha!

Woooo, have to have a good rapport with the butcher! So can have more discount the next time i go get meat for the boys!

Everyone wants to slit my throat just because...

Awwwww, the witch looks so adorable.. i wanna give her huge hug!

Paul had a major crush on this female creature! I gotta admit her eyes are really huge! Had to direct her to face another side because theres this awesome jaw makeup!

Here comes the tak glam king! Both of us are not impress by my unglamorous face!

awesome contouring she have there! She is like staring right into my ~~pores~~ soul!

We did walk around every trail to look at the animals. Highlights of the night, the Indian gharial! they were all submerged in the water and suddenly, they pop out their huge jaws with the fish they caught. Not to mention the beautiful leopard, we were only separated by the glass panel!

The striped hyena jumping, trying to remove the huge branch of the tree, the stunning white wolf from the show. The fish cat, well fishing, although it wasn't successful! You really have to be there to know how much fun I had observing the wildlife.

With that I conclude my views and experience at the Night Safari.

All in all, i REALLY enjoyed my whole time there and the time past way too quickly! We were in the middle of the leopard trail when we heard the announcement that its the Safari closing time. I love wildlife and i love scary stuffs, so like Hannah Montana hit song, I got the best of both world in 1 night.

How i wish more places would have such Halloween events with people dressing up and scaring the crap outta one another!

Basketball courts

2009-09-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

"Next time you point a finger, i'll point you to a mirror."

today was the first time i been into a courtroom. sorry no pictures but i will try get some. i felt extremely sleepy the entire day and i keep salivating. cos of a certain someone ar? *WINK WINK* just kidding, i blame it on the ulcer.

May did this to me! How poofy is that? The gel/wax thing she used is extremely sticky but i guess shit works? I can walk around looking like a scary ass tranny but I won't be seen with such huge hair, but its still cool!

i order a tee as seen in the "ignorance" video and I am extremely stoked about it. Hopefully it arrived soon. Since we are on the topic of clothes, i know i hate those high waist shit that girls are wearing but I want a pair of high waist shorts myself. topshop stuffs seems to be getting more & more expensive!

wednesday the call time is 6am, omfg.. i think i am gonna faint..

cursing at your mother, grumbling bout your dinner!

2009-09-24T00:15:00.003+08:00

i wanted to post on 12:12, oh well.

Today angie told me to come in at 3+ since filming ends pretty late (22:30). So we kinda each worked half & half shift. but we end at 21:00++. phew...

You thought that that would be relaxing, but its not. I almost died of a heart attack when they need casual outfit. From what i can recall, the casual we have are kinda... yeah.. heh heh! not to mention cuff links, i think i was stoning to the point of not knowing what i was doing.

To get all your attentions, pictures of my adam-esque cum drag queen-ish eyes.

Glitters!!! They are pretty but they are so messy! Don't think you can see it without the flash. It is Adam Lambert-ish cos during the American Idol's tour he wore eye makeup with colors quite similar to it. Glitters included of cos..

*i should start using some chimology vocabulary*

The original makeup artist, May. She is like a cheese promoter. She brought in cheese yesterday and today. The blue cheese has such an interesting taste. She said something like "Brings you to heaven". SPECTACULAR! She is a very humorous being, but i can't seem to talk cock sing song with her.

I am officially known as the office glutton thanks to that japanese restaurant buffet deal. mal keep asking if i want 2 packets of food and can give her share to me. Omfg, i know tonight's dinner was delicious but...
[beat]

fine!
[beat]

HAND THEM OVER TO ME!
hahahahaha! i just don't want to see food go to waste..

tomorrow might be an interesting day. so to everyone who read everything till this part, have an interesting day/night and a scrumptious dinner!

p.s gary boy, why so cute?!!

why are you attached

2009-09-19T00:12:00.003+08:00

today was Ben (makeup artist)'s last day since we don't have to come tomorrow. Angie asked me to come in in the afternoon which was alright as the day was pretty slow.

Like Ben's favourite line, "Time goes by, so slowly" from one of madonna's songs. It started yesterday when we were calefare (bg characters a.k.a extras) in a scene of a restaurant. I asked him to dance on the pool table and he started singing that line. Fuckin funny!

The doodles on the board meant for the wardrobe reference,

if rey see this, he is gonna freak! How awesome is my drawings. I got a diploma in imaging and communication leh... Not bad ar?!
f.y.i yes that tiny fellow is Utt with his invisible 10cm platforms.

Bored so this is a doodle of Ben! Hahahahah!!!

I was looking through the camera playlist and when i saw this picture, i was laughing.
Rebecca saw it and asked why am i laughing to myself (i was alone in the room, sad huh?)

Quite depressing that Ben is not gonna be there as he is so fun to be around! Someone who is the type of person I could joke around with and bitch around with. He said he will drop by when there is Utt though. HAHAHAHA!

after work, i went out with the crew to have dinner at this Japanese restaurant. I am proud to say that i beat everyone else in eating! I ate the most! MUAHAHAHAHAHA! The guys are hilarious but i don't talk at all around them. Focus on making worth of my 25 bucks!

Pictures of some random happenings on an outdoor shoot,

JoJo getting her makeup done!

Meow! Cat's eye!

Amy, she is such a natural actress and an extremely beautiful being! Not to mention nice!

For all you timothy nga's fan. He have a cuter pose but it was blur. So this will do i guess. heh!

that's all for now.
have a cooling weekend.

banning Margaret Drive Hawker centre!

2009-09-15T00:39:00.003+08:00

woooooo tiring and grumpy days.. so should try to post something more fun and light hearted i guess..

today we went to marina barrage for the "dating" scenes. I was once again the security guard taking care of the stuffs while they go film. I didn't got to see Utt fly kite. His pants was shorter than "Wendy's". thus she wore her own shorts instead of the capris.

while waiting (unwillingly), I started taking random pictures. I took some videos but I'm really lazy to upload them now. But they are extremely cute.

I bet there are millions of photos similar to this which are better but yeah..

The floras around the area. The red flower is really striking when taken closely. The colors red and green (leaf) compliments one another. Nature have its way at "organizing" things.

BREAKFAST.. Your typical ol' Nasi Lemak.

isn't the millipedes cool?! There were tons of them around the area. They were my only form of entertainment while I was "guarding" their property.

People gets to watch Utt flying a kite and having a lovely picnic while I'm training millipedes to go through hoops. How fantastic is my life?! hahaha!

Anyway, Utt apologized because of him wearing his own clothes due to his tattoos cos we had a bag full of clothes for him. Somehow I know he would wear his own clothes as the clothes just don't seem "Utt" to me.

He was walking around shirtless here, there, everywhere in your underwear. That doesn't helps. Or maybe it does *WINK WINK*

Anyway, i grown so fat! Thats the punishment for having 3 meals a day! But i don't want to let the lunch go to waste. Free food leh! 3 cheers for the stray cat's way!

I'm like a full figure model already. Look at that cleavage! damn tak glam but its the only photos i have of rebecca and me! I should try to take more when I have the chance! Since tomorrow is with Soon Lee's mother. Fierce!

Had been taking cab to and fro carrying huge bags of wardrobe, tomorrow the chain should be broken! Thankfully it isn't in some secluded area in the northwest region of Singapore.

This job allows me to meet so many interesting people yet I'm not really a people person. The long hours is turning me into a grumpy person when the day is over, i don't want to be that way..

we only got 4 minutes to pack the clothes

2009-09-12T21:57:00.003+08:00

i always tend to joke about the negativity that i experience to lighten things, but this time it is really hard to stay positive other than utt gonna be shooting on Monday.

these few days have been more than crazy.. yesterday was a good day. i got to see bobby tonelli who is crazy ass handsome. i took some shot of him being pinned to the ground but it's blurry and i am lazy to upload them.

we got to visit a pole dancing bar called, "Naughty Girl". It looks cool expecially with the funky disco lights! Bobby loves his fighting scenes.

Today however was a disaster. First I forgot to pack Soon Lee's mother's skirt. So i have to travel from Jurong Medical Centre to Raffles Place, get the skirt and rush back. Thank satan the taxifare can be claimed.

And I have to thank Ben the makeup artist for stalling some time! I asked him to take his time on her hair and makeup. When i return, she was just about ready to get changed. Phew... This lady called Karen, she is so funny! I love that woman!! "I am very shameless one!" *Strips in public*

then we headed to MDIS, which was damn hot and then all hell break lose.. Summarized version, no latest episode script so i don't know what they are wearing. wrong clothes! hai... whatever..

I just don't like how last minute everything is.. i haven't even got the schedule for monday! So if i didn't packed anything just now, i might have to go back tomorrow to get them. 7 days work week lor damn it! Utt better recognized! just kidding.

And Mallory, she was late for clubbing yet she still accompanied me in packing the clothes. Cos she don't want me to scare myself. I was telling her all the possible scenario of me getting haunted by a ghost. Let me share some with you guys if you are still reading this.

1. Me alone in the wardrobe room ironing clothes, suddenly the light in the huge office off by their own and lastly my room light went out. AHHHH!!!

2. Cos i too scared that i asked the security uncle to come find me and accompany me while i pack the things. He did cos he wants the chocolates so he say he will come up. When i'm done packing and when i head back down I thanked him for accompanying me in the office. But he replied, he did not went up at all.. AHHHHHHH!!!

i'm just waiting for the callsheet to check everything to make myself less stressed. Cos I grab almost every thing possible.

Ok bye~! and thanks for reading the entire post filled with rants. or maybe you did not since there are no pictures. Hahaha!

Landscapes & rants of a nocturnal creature

2009-09-08T23:22:00.004+08:00

some updates,

works start at 7am for the remaining of this week. i have been waking up at 4-5am every morning. the torture.. despite being able to claim the taxi fare if the day starts before 7am. but i am running out of money! today, almost couldn't claim as the taxi driver reach the place at 7:03am. but the receipt was at 7am because i stopped at somewhere to get the receipt before continuing on.

I don't know where to report to on thursday and friday though since the first scene is not in the office.

The view from the office window.

From the external staircase of the building. it is freaky as it is so high up!

The "Reception desk". We had the whole office to ourselves, so took a tour of it.

The bouquet of flowers which Greg wanted to gave to "Windy". Fuck give it to me!

Yes, i got to meet utt. Well, not really meet. its more like my back towards him, major shy session going on! It's Utt from MTV bitch! Don't wanna feed into his ego like what "Ms Khor's lookalike" like to say.

Utt is like a miniature chihuahua. he is so tiny! on tv he looks huge and everything but I'm very sure he is shorter than me! Not kidding! 175cm my foot! HAHAHA!

Anyway, i got a feeling Poon's killing instinct its very high. Whoever he say seems to be appearing on the list.

The Ed Pinaud eyeshadow in "black" (don't know if there is a name for it) which comes with the L'Officiel magazine. I got it on Sunday. I was hoping for the green one but the black one is awesome!

the magazine cost $5.90 but the eyeshadow is said to be worth $75! The packaging is pretty. Gold! It kinda reminds me of the Loreal Hip duo, with the mirror and applicator on the other side of the eyeshadow.

Not only is the packaging pretty but the eyeshadow is seriously PIGMENTED! One of the darkest black i ever used with gold glitters. Although the gold glitter isn't that "in your face". Remember to tap or take a swipe on your hand first before applying it on your lids. this shit, like i said is VERY pigmented! Love it so so much!

I really want the Green one, the brown one looks pretty too! However the eyeshadow is in a box and I think its random. I don't mind having more of the black but I want the green one more!

I guess that's all, an early day tomorrow and I think I'm tending the frontline by myself for the remaining of the week (not sure yet). Kinda nervous as the sudden change will confuse me. Hhaha!

I can't wait to meet Utt!

2009-09-04T23:11:00.003+08:00

I have been tagged by Diana (educatedbiatch),

i have to post 6 interesting facts about me...

1. i don't know what i'm doing most of the time when i'm applying makeup.

2. i name my dog grimswig, cos i like Ludwig but i want it in an initial G.

3. i think i would kill myself if gary boy departs before me.

4. i can't help it, i am extremely excited to meet utt!

5. i have trouble speaking in proper english, cos i have so much nonsense to share with the world.

6. i want to get a NDS just to play Pokemon Platinum.

Ok not really that interesting, but i really can't find anything interesting about right now.. brain is kinda slow after being away from home for 12 hours+

I have to tagged 6 beauty bloggers, but most of them have already been tagged. So i should tagged beauty bloggers whose blog i always visit!

retail_theraphy
icyabstract
kellness

I know theres only 3, i apologize!

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Ok quick update on my job,
I MIGHT GET TO MEET UTT SOON! (provided im not fired)
I AM SO STOKED! I know Utt is Poon's "husband" (in his dreams) but Utt is extremely good looking!

anyway, i am definitely gonna gain tons of weight while i'm over there.. theres like chocolate everywhere... today we had catering by pastamania for lunch and some random tabao food for dinner.

not to mention my face is starting to turn dull and pimples are popping out. I don't wanna look like a douche infront of Utt!

Work actually starts tomorrow at 9am but Angie said since most of the stuffs are prepared just now, I can come in before 12! (to catch the lunchbreak). thanks angie!

At least i have more time to try on Black ore!

Holy veal & muttonfuckin pork chops!

2009-09-03T21:09:00.005+08:00

Current music: Stairway Generation - Base Ball Bear

i survived my first day of work. Although there were moments of panicking and me handling things on my own, i manage to pull through.. 1 day down, another 2 more months to go. Another cool thing, since i knocked off after 11pm for that day, i can take a cab home!

I have to reach Raffles City by 8:10am tomorrow.. Holy veal! I hope I won't be late!

You are probably going to see alot more on this oversized cardigan! Cos it isn't a walking suana and its UV guarding or whatever. I hope the olive/green one in S or M would arrive soon before the Uniqlo sale ends (has it ended?).

Actually my eye makeup, i used more of the cranberry-ish color from the Cheeky HiP duo. Somehow it turn orange when I spammed it. But i love the color when I just applied it. In photos its less reddish huh?

My hair color is fading as well, it looks more reddish now, which is what i wanted. let's see what will be the final outcome.

and look what arrived?!!

Gary boy and Grim checking out the package!

Pretty! I love the oriental-esque prints! and look what's inside!

There are MAC pigments in cocomotion and the solarbits in Black ore. Black ore is really pretty. It have gold glitters in it. Black + gold, 2 of my favourites. Have to think of a way to use this! Love it love it!!!! *screams like an adam lambert's fangirl*

there is a victoria secret lig gloss. I have no idea what's it called, sugar rush? I tried applying some on my lips. Omfg.. Can't wait to try it out more often! There is also an eyeshadow+blush set from H&M. Another blush to experiment with. Hello Kitty Nail polish in tiara kitty black by H&M. A brush which I think can be used for both foundation and powder application and false eyelash!! Now i just need to get a glue for it.

Many thanks to the makeup blogette!!! Stoked to try all of them out!

However maybe not tomorrow, since I have to be out by 7:20am MAX! But by my sluggish nature and me unwilling to leave the doggies will definitely make me late! 12 hours is not funny ok!

NOW THIS IS FUNNY! I will end it with these!

I'm not shy to say, I LOVE POKEMON! and my favourite ones are pichu, jolteon, luxray and umbreon!

cute dog is cute!

2009-09-02T01:15:00.004+08:00

Thanks to my sister posting the failed mohawk of gary boy on her tumblr account. there have been numerous positive and good responses!

if you guys have no idea what picture i'm talking about, its this one,

Hahahaha!

I know its tiny but its late and I'm suppose to be in bed! So strain your eyes. People liked it and my favourite comment,

"Inspiration dog of the day."

and he was posted/featured/reblogged (don't know what its called) on "fuckyeahdogs!"
fuckyeahdogs.tumblr.com

Go have a look at it, nothing much but its nonetheless cool that people liked the photo. Gary boy's no wishbone or scooby doo but he is my pride and joy and one kick awesome psycho-esque canine!

Now i can go to bed! long day ahead of me...

you don't have to shave her belly!

2009-09-01T21:20:00.003+08:00

Just a quick update,

I got the job and the timing is a killer. My first day is tomorrow from 1pm-1am. Let's hope i don't get fired on the very first day.

Tomorrow happens to be the screening for "G-Force", sadly I can't attend it. It is the first nuffnang's contest I participated in. Such a waste, hopefully there will be other events which falls on a better date. I really want to watch G-force..

That's pretty much all, i guess..

the way you look at me is kinda like a little tranny

2009-08-31T23:11:00.004+08:00

i didn't mention this but poon, rod and I went to watch Final Destination 4. Well, 1/2 of it. We were late for the movie!

Overall, the movie was great because of Lori, she is so pretty! But her death was in my opinion the worst death in FD4! However the ending scene was kinda bleh.. why must they do the whole xray thing?!

FD4, the main character have premonitions which somehow hints how the next death will happened. I feel that FD3 one was much more cooler. They have to figure out the next death through the photo's the girl took. It's kinda like detective work thus me liking that more.

Today i went for my interview for the Wardrobe intern job. I thought the interview went fairly well. I have an interview with the head tomorrow.

The job requires me to help and prepare the cast costume and things like ironing and stuff. fuck! i'm not really sure bout ironing, i might just destroy their million dollar suit! i will stress more about that after i get the job. its a 12hours+ work though..

So i wore this for my interview..

HAHAHAHAHAHA!
I don't know how to tone it down, seriously. I already went pretty lightly on the lower lashline. I don't have any light brown in my arsenal! argh! i just can't live without heavy eye makeup!

And how funky is my oversized cardigan? It's definitely too big for me, but they only have it in size L and i really really like that shade of blue.

they say dogs don't care if you are rich or poor, what food you give him or anything materialistic. They want you to spend time with them. Somehow i am not really doing that huh? But i really need the money. once again, i will stress more on that after i get the job. *fingers cross*

anyway, check out my nuffnang movie ticket entry below this post! hope i can get the tickets cos the show looks kinda neat.

"everydays great at your JUNES!"

"Nuffnang Movie Contest - G-Force Movie Tickets Giveaway!”

2009-08-31T20:11:00.004+08:00

If you people know me, I am pro anything with the initial "G". Especially when it comes down to names. When I saw the movie title, "G-Force" I thought it was just another action macho men filled film. To my surprise it stars Guinea Pigs!! How cute!

My favorite guinea pig is definitely Hurley!

\m/, period!
His awesome Mohawk and his devil horn pose caught my eyes! He is probably the one who is the most clumsy who provides the comedic relief and win his fight by luck.

He is definitely a glutton who can't STOMACH injustice, the one who put PIG in guinea pigs. As mention in his profile on their official website. Poor Hurley, the other guinea pigs gets description like "fluent in english, spanish and guinea" or "Expert video games player." But its ok, this give him "Character". Hah!

And an interesting fact,
the voice actor for Hurley is Jon Favreau who plays Pete in Friends. If you are a Friends' watcher like me, you would know he is Monica's extremely wealthy boyfriend. The one who wanted to be the "Ultimate Fighting Champion" and get beaten up very badly! *laughs*

trying to let Gary boy have a mohawk which failed! hahaha! But it is none the less adorable, look at his expression!

And i noticed my hair color looks pretty similars to Hurley, not to mention our bucktooth!

I hope I can win the tickets to watch the movie and see how Hurley kicked some bad dudes arse!

So,
Catch G-Force in cinemas 4th Sep 2009

the complains of the dirt broke misfit!

2009-08-30T23:44:00.005+08:00

I just need to vent my fustration out!

ok fuck that and screw this post, just gonna cut the rant by 1/4.. people are just gonna judged me like how those stupid pple who interviewed me..

i just want to say, I really need to have my WEEKLY allowances just like when i'm schooling. just let me enjoy the remaining time left as a crazy siao ginna. doubt so..

I'm trying my best to get a job, but its really very hard for males who are waiting to be enlisted to get a job. and i refuse to not wear eyemakeup!

and if tml's one which was SUPPOSED to be today (person fucked up, i suffer, but got to see anberlin) failed.. I'm just gonna give up and go into refuge.

i'm not gonna elaborate on the points, cos it just makes me sound like an ungrateful bastard, which i probably am. HAHAHA!

anyway, anyone wants to buy a black hoodie with red devil horns, emily strange. its pretty big though.. it's about a size too big for me. And if you need a marukan playpen (the brown one), i might want to sell that too. since gary boy is hardly even placed inside. precious bb not included! hahaha!

yay life!

16 random facts about me, you know you want to read them all!

2009-08-28T23:28:00.005+08:00

Since I refuse to go washed my face I decided to do this "16 Random Facts about me" thing I saw on a beautyblogger's post.

I doubt i can come up with so much but here goes,

1. I am a boy and I will die.

2. my finger tattoo is actually a logo of Adeline Street (Billie Joe Armstrong & wife brand). I got that tattoo on 06.06.06.

3. My wrist tattoo is Shiina Ringo's video collection "Sexual Healing Part 2" logo.

4. I got that at 16/17 just because I want to get it while i'm underage.

5. I used to be fat

6. Gary boy actual name is Dwayne Hengco (Not my fact, but interesting enough)

7. I got Gary boy on 07/07/07.

8. I found my reason for existence on 07/07/07

9. I started wearing makeup because of Avril Lavigne. It got worst when i was going through the whole visual kei phase..

10. I prefer stray cats over my own 2 cats.

11. I prefer cats over dogs but I love my dogs more than my cats. go figure!

12. I wanted to get Grimswig on 08/08/08 but the kiasu me brought him home sooner.

13. I named my cat, Goethe because Shiina Ringo's cat is named that.

14. I used to clean toilets in Changi Airport Terminal 2 and ate the table scraps.

15. I have yet to be in a relationship..

16. I have a crush on my peer's french (mix blood?) classmate whose name is similar to Shasha's dollfie and my favourite person on youtube.

Whoa, that was fun huh? I hope I excite and fascinate you guys like some exotic animal from the jungles of south america. so I tag anyone who have seen this and is as bored as I am.

GURL you did not just judged me! I slept in dogs' shit & cats' vomit K!

2009-08-26T20:18:00.006+08:00

lets just get this over with, i am extremely hungry despite eating awhile ago..

I dyed my hair yesterday night, just because. The bleach "Brother G" works great on my fringe but it did not lift much from the rest of the hair. Maybe if i spammed the bleach like i did on my fringe, it would work better.

I like the fringe, sadly it only lived for 15 mins before I dye it "Bright Auburn". I have no clue on how to apply the dye. I'm used to scooping shit and rubbing it onto my hair. for the revlon one, i made such a mess on myself!

The good thing about the dye, 1 box have alot of product! I think 1/4 of the dye are unused.. I already tried my best to finish the whole thing up.. Perfect for Rapunzel.

the results. what do you think? my hair looks so normal. I was expecting it to be more reddish. Maybe i just have to get used to it as it looks pretty dark. I'm too used to having 2-3 colors (roots not included) all over my head.. We'll see how the color will look after a few washes then..

The eye makeup looks a million time better in person, i think. Despite the failed winged liner. HAH!

ANYWAY,

the job interview suck big time. I highly doubt i could get the job unless no one else apply for it. I should have just winged my eyeliner out even more.. the place looks very classy for a pet products/grooming/boarding shop. To me, the lady is trying to bum me out and just say no to the job.

First she said something like, this is a messy job you might get dirty. Obviously doubting me. I would have to clean shit and wipe pee.

Lady, my dog shit on my bed and I slept through it. I slept in cat vomit just because its late in the night & i'm lazy to do anything about it. I have dogs and i'm used to picking up shit, pee, vomit and the occasional furball spit.. Just because you use newspaper and spray those liquid, it's no different lor!

Secondly, she said their professional grooming is different from what we do at home. I agree with that. BUT, she said, you might have experiencing bathing your dogs but it might NOT be the correct way. So she will have to train me the PROPER way, but because i might not be able to work for a long period of time, she only teach me the basic. So she won't be teaching me how to cut the dog hair cos it will take forever.

I don't like to diss people dogs but please lor cheebye.. The poodle she carried looks really ill looking and the haircut doesn't help.. My dogs who I don't bath properly looks fine to me.

This is not even their sunday best!

Then she say since I look too "front feed" (in chinese, don't know how to spell the pin yin la!) so I can't be outside to entertain the customers. what the fuckery!? Being different makes me not fitted to talk to people la?! knnb! She then said due to my experience my pay will be lower, and she gave me the amount.. I responded with so much enthusiasm and she was shocked! Want to discourage me from the job right?! BENCH!

can you imagine, if i actually got the job? I would have to delete this. HAHAHHAHA!

The attention seeking cat outside Pet's Station whom kept meowing for people's attention. It have really tiny eyes, all the shots i took its eyes are closed. It kept looking away and rubbing itself onto me.. thus the blurry photos.

Originally i wanted to drop by EXPO to have a look at the John Little sale. However there are these douchebags who are blocking the way on the bus with their legs! Screw it, i just decided to take the bus to ehub, purchased chicken breast & liver, then walked home.

That concludes my "wonderful" day, i hope your day was as spectacular as mine was.

bright auburn or deep burgundy?

2009-08-25T20:06:00.004+08:00

should i change my hair color now? I have an interview tomorrow. I am 95% certain that I won't get the job but I should not give up!

I called and the title was GROOMER/ASSISTANT. I can bath a dog but I can't cut their nails. I have problem with that but cats I can cut their nails but not bath them. Bathing a cat is suicide!

So, the assistant role is to help the groomer (duh!), and other random stuffs like tending the shop or what not. Another factor is, the lady told me they also help rehome cats and foster them.. Awww! I really like this part of the job. So hoping I can get it...

I really like the current shade of red that's why i'm in this dilemma. to change or not to.

yesterday i wore this to renew Grim's license. Yes that little hellhound is licensed under my name!

If i put on this sorta makeup tomorrow I am very sure i might as well just missed the interview. Maybe my "Feline Cool" shirt will convince them to give me a shot. Cos i am COOL~ HAH!

Retail shops like Pet Station and Pet Lovers are only employing males who have completed NS. What the fuckery! NS is seriously a pain in the ass.. I could be the guy wearing a red tshirt recommending you a cat food which doesn't make your whole room STINK! But, NO... i'm waiting for my enlistment thus they don't want me.

As punishment I should not tell you that particular brand that causes your kitties to shit stinkbombs! SUFFER WITH ME GUISESS!

My internet is being shitty, so i should go read a book or something.. Dewey The Small town Library cat book is extremely boring.

dollymix

2009-08-23T00:15:00.003+08:00

just because i have nothing better to do,

today i went to have lunch at xin wang taiwan. the food was pretty alright. i think i could cooked the curry by myself. it taste like those that are sold in cold storage.

ANYWAY, i'm posting this because of,

I love Kat Von D's makeup! Is that blush, bronzer, both or what? Cos i have no idea!

I wonder if i should just find a cheap blush? But i rather get a blush which i think could not go wrong then buy some random brands. As the random brand cost like $10-15 too. We'll see.. the mineralized blush cost damn expensive though, but i want that the most. i love the color!

I am still looking up on the different colors though..

More random stuffs,
somehow the red is not fading as fast as i thought it would, but its still faded. maybe it knows that its day is coming to an end. HAHAHA!

i guess that's pretty much it...

Dramatic Feline Psychoesque eyes; signature look for retail_theraphy's contest.

2009-08-19T21:01:00.009+08:00

Here is my entry for the Make-up Blogette's, "Create your Signature Look" contest. I enjoy reading her posts on makeups!

I started wearing eyeliner since 2004-5 and using black eyeshadow. Since the previous 2 months I have been applying eye makeup in a different way.

I would say my signature look, is a dramatic neutral eye makeup and faded red hair (because i am awesome like that!).

(Using flash, hoping the colors to look more intense)

I used Nylon, Amberlights, Glamour Check!, the black from HiP Platinum duo, the rusty red from HiP Cheeky Duo, Maybelline gel liner, La Girl's eyeliner. Maybelline Cat eyes's (NYAO~) mascara.
And my mother's mascara and her lipstick in Blankety. HAH!

I love glitters but they hate me, so i didn't use them. I like neutral looks but they don't seem to look good on my eyes. I can't help but apply heavy & dramatic eye makeup cos if i don't, thanks to my eyelids you can't see shit.

I like cat's eye looks just because its 1 step closer to looking like a cat. Why is it called a cat's eye when cats have rounds eyes? (well the cats i've seen thus far). I just like the "V" and especially how the way Kat Von D does hers.

I just want to look like a pinup poster boy!

My red hoodie finally making a comeback!

I took some photos of the dogs because they just had their shower today~ here is gary boy with his short fur! Should I save up for a kitty condo first or Dermatix for the dog's fur?

Here is the ever naughty grimswig. acting innocent like always but i can see through you! hahaha!

Today i tried grinding the eggshell the nonya way, i would say it's pretty successful but kinda tedious.

Anyway I hope you guys enjoy my "ghost", "gay", "tranny" (my most prefered) look as many inane people whisper to one another when they walked passed me. Fuck y'all, I enjoy looking like a porn star XY!

Invading SPCA

2009-08-18T23:58:00.003+08:00

just great, i have a random dude's picture on my sidebar. Please change back to The Proposal one! Hah!

Anyway, today i went to SPCA to pass my envelope to stand a chance to receive a free sterilization voucher. The trip there was sorta unfortunate. My psp ran out of battery so the sound of nature entertained me, NOT. It's more like noise pollution!

There were alot of kids at SPCA, i guessed its those school trips. I went to look at the cats area first as it was way overcrowded along the dogs area.

The first cat that interacted with me. It was rubbing itself along the cage trying to touch me. awww.. Sadly the cage bar is blocking him, he have a beautiful pink nose! It makes me want to have a black & white cat even more!

This little kitten is so playful and extremely cute! He is 3 months old but he is so tiny~

this is the tiniest kitten there, she is 2 months old. I'm starting to like calico cats. There were 3 there and they were all very pretty. Sadly calico cats are almost always female. a male one is extremely rare!

Is that Goethe?! Hahaha!

I think this is a samoyed! Who would abandon one?! I didn't took much pictures of the dogs. I am probably invisible to them. However I seem to always interact with the brown mongrels in spca.

Then i entered this cat enclosure section with numerous cats. I have to save up for a kitty condo! I like those with a box like the 2nd photo that is not on the ground but attached onto the scratching pole. However this type of kitty condo, even the small ones cost at last $40+

Random cats in the enclosure. Look at the last one climb!

Here hoping I could get the free sterilization voucher. Please!

Then i took the yellow line, Bartley MRT, it is extremely quiet and I went to Dholby ghaut. Then i headed to a place which was a complete waste of time. not gonna talk about it since i feel extremely dumb for making such a pointless trip. furthermore i missed the stop by 2 stops!

i went back to Carrefour to get hair bleach & dye. Quite excited to use it, but the color is really very normal human hair color. So i will probably have a new hair color SOON~~~~

I have been dying to use purple & lime green eyeshadows together! It is very Invader zim-esque. Thus my Gir tshirt! I kinda like how it turn out, although the green is not that intense, somehow my lids just mutes all colors!

3rd picture took with flash.

I used Makeup forever 92 (Matte Purple), silky girl green pencil & eyeshadow, black from the HiP Platinum duo and Nylon.

At first I thought my winged eyeliner is gonna looks like Amy Winehouse's huge chunk. Thankfully me editted it over and over again works out.

Note to self: bath the dogs tomorrow and pray for hard stools!

simone legno makes my heart go "doki doki" featuring my unhealthy crush on Bumblebee & the new kitty of da block.

2009-08-16T23:58:00.008+08:00

Weee~ a new layout!
Not really, I just changed the drawings of the furkids and the classic template to the current one. The html is so hard to understand but this will do.

Anyway this will be a long post, so go grab some tidbits and braced yourself as we are gonna embark on a ~~boring~~ wonderful journey~

So i met up with shasha, vinsion & yongjie for the Cos Con 2009 event at Suntec yesterday. When we first arrive there were already tons of people inside. Not to the extent of being canned mackerels but there were tons of humans.

I was on a mission to seek out the cat plushie which a certain blogger took pictures of. One of the 3 he have resembles goethe! I saw a stall selling something similar, but it isn't the one i'm looking for.

I didn't know Simone Legno(Tokidoki) was there! I saw him the previous year but did not get his autographed, what a shame i missed it this year too. They have the Tokidoki x Onitsuka Tiger's tiger plush toys but i think the yellow (my favourite) one was out of stock.

I saw this cap on display and i really liked the design. Apples & skulls, 2 of the many random things which i fancy. The barbwire just makes it better. I didn't managed to look at the price maybe i did, but i can't recall. I'm not really a cap kinda person. Eitherway it doesn't matter since its not like I have the money to purchase it anyway.

Did i mention? I find Simone Legno extremely attractive! He makes my heart go "doki doki". haha! Vinsion help me to take this picture. If you want better picture of him just go google for it or something.

Here are some randoms figurines which I like,

ok i lied, but i really like the pictures. Simple yet have a certain element about them that makes them POP! It's really hard for me to do something like that.

I was so eager to go have a look at the plush toy corner (by Night Safari) when my eyes first caught sight of the HUGE tyrannosaurus rex!

However we did make a detour due to the cosplay competition thing. Let me just say, Freddy Krueger is not a girl! That girl who only wore his trademark striped shirt, fedora and claws. Freddy doesn't wear a fuckin mini skirt! Not to mention, she did not even have a disfigured face! wtf?! You fuckin fail! She is just trying to satisfy those horny men desire or something.
t(v.v t

anyway back to the soft toy, isn't this animal adorable?! and some of the bigger toys can even move! ok that's it for them. Haha!

Next up are the Blythe Dolls. They have some fancy gold picture frames! Not really a big fan of them, eventhough they look creepy.

the one which i favored more than the rest. i like her hair and floral headgear! Sadly her eyes is covered by the shadow. nothing i can do..

Creepy huh!?
while taking the pictures i turned around to tell Shasha how nice the way this dolls photographed. Only to realize i was talking to a stranger. that happen more than once! *facepalm*

I don't think there are for sale. I didn't ask about them (no interest) but I can only see smaller dolls and tons of photobooks/notebooks up for sale. Seriously what's the point of displaying pretty looking dolls when the only ones for sale are nothing special? Once again, not gonna complain about it.

Renamon!

BUMBLEBEE!!!
I seriously have a huge crush on bumblebee. Initially there was a lady who wore some ~~skimpy~~ outfit standing beside Bumblebee. I guess she got the message that people only wanted to take pictures of Bumblebee alone!

hahah! Bumblebee's arms are around me. *Major high*
Anyway, the mask was on display in the transformer section. I guess it's probably up for sale.

After the cos con, we went to marina square and i finally got something to eat outside. Baked Chicken Rice which was on a promo! Hahaha! The mushroom soup taste pretty good, the rice was kinda dry but it's taste alright.

the orphan's plot as told by vinsion sounds interesting. what an interesting twist.

So i went back and I almost bought the Bright auburn dye. However the example on the box looks more brown than red but i recall it being more red when i saw it the other time. I am gonna look like a human with normal hair soon~ Wooo~

Hello new stray below my block. It is probably a siamese mix. It is very friendly and big! However the 2 white strays who normally snoozed around the void deck is extremely territorial. There were making growling noises (i'm sure its not hissing sound) when that poor new stray was there.

I fed him the Solid Gold kibbles Lamb courtesy of Shasha who passed it to me earlier that day. They didn't really eat it, but the new stray was rubbing itself all over me. then the white one followed. awww, i'm in heaven. The new stray rubbed itself on the white one but it just made the white one angry. Kitties, be kind to the newcomer!

glamour check! appeared darker.. oh whatever. note to self. i'm gonna go on a glitter ban! it made my pretty amberlight disappear!

I think that pretty much sums everything up,
that's all folks!

if i could balance an elephant on my head, people might mistake me for lady gaga.

2009-08-11T23:03:00.005+08:00

Today I went to get food for the dogs and cats. I bought a can food for the cats because i don't have any money! Using that to brave through this drought.

I wanted to go to the National Library however it was pretty late(to me) so i just went to the one at Tampines. Since the book which i wanted to lend(?) is there. The book i was interested in the National Library was called, "Stray dog cabaret". I wonder if its a children story book? I hope not!

I borrow the book Dr Pitcairn's Complete Guide to Natural Health for Dogs & Cats again. I want to re-read it.

While flipping through the book, "Cat Counsellor". I saw the title on top which says, "How to love your aggressive cat." Since i have a murderer (goethe) in my room i thought i just borrow it to read.

I also borrow Cesar's Way; The Natural, everyday guide to understanding & correcting common dogs problems. Not that my dogs have alot of problems other than the pee poo situation.

Then i went to get Lamb meat and chicken wings. Seriously i don't even know how lamb taste like. those bbs better don't lao sai! I got scammed! There's only 3 HUGE chicken wings when i thought they were 5! FUCK!

EYE OF THE DAY~
(or whatever..)

This is how dark my eyes actually look, well its even darker in person (or through my eyes). Using the sunlight(BOOOO!!!!), my view on it, it doesn't make the face expand like with flash? it make the darker eyeshadow shade darker and more accurate to how it looks in person. However the amberlights still looks so muted.

It's definitely better to apply makeup using it than the white light. But i don't wanna get fuckin tan! And what if i want to go out at night?!(which ain't gonna happen anytime soon).

Since those people who posted those face of the day will state what they use. Here goes, I think there is Nylon, Amberlights (<3 i love you but you ain't showing up!), Glamour Check!, there is some Sumptuous Olive in the mix which was covered with a Dark brown from the Natural Flare MES since shit ain't showing up. Black from the Platinum Hip! duo.

Since grim keep climbing onto me and i thought he looks extremely cute in this shot. Despite the weird position! Grimswig's ratio of Cute: Mischievous is 2:1. Gary boy is just pure royalty!

oh and i lied, i bought the Doggyman cheese biscuit (which should be named rockhard biscuit) again.

is lady gaga concert in singapore tomorrow? i don't know what's the big deal about her..
Pin up girls > Retarded satelite tokyo tower-esque headgear lady.
I should do some gagag inspired headgear with my kitchen chair, or maybe my dry cabinet! heh!

our chakra is many many more than you

2009-08-09T13:12:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHAHA!
finally got it, the quality although abit pathetic. But can you see their sharingan!? My stupid laptop can't use movie maker, and my sister one can't import the file. headache!

you don't deserve a point of view

2009-08-09T01:47:00.004+08:00

i can't transfer the video of gary boy and grimswig using their sharingan. I hate usb shit which needs a specific program to transfer the files. Can't they just copy+paste?! Now my sister phone even after i connected the usb cable, the pop up doesn't appear. i fuckin hate these shit!

not to mention i probably did not get the job. major suckage!

I am most likely going to dye my hair to a darker color once i have the money.. i'm sick of the hair color fading and fading eventhough i did not wash it.

Without flash the face seem to appear smaller. I should try to see how it's like using natural daylight (fuck!) Complain and complain, i'm not stopping here so brace yourself.

Don't feel like talking about girtal. is it only her? but why is she constantly horny and moaning? Its like every week or so she calling out to all the male studs in drive 6.

what's the point of being kind or whatever shit, when people will still pick douches and pricks over you? forget it, i can't be bothered anymore.

last rant, due to tomorrow being a public holiday the national library is closed. am i right?

Glamour Checked! Peace of mind Unchecked!

2009-08-08T02:22:00.004+08:00

today i went for my interview with the candy pushcart job at vivo. the candies are huge! the job needs me to be an active (or some other word) type of seller. there's also this sale quota thing. this 2 criteria are the only thing thats bugging me. Other than that i'm quite excited for the job. The result of the interview will only be known tomorrow. hoping to get the job, i guess.

I really need to practice more on the blending. As i am single eyelid, it is really hard as i want a dark line ontop of the "eyelid". But i always over do it. chances pls.

I got these today. i should have just gotten a blender instead.

the mac in singapore doesn't carry antiqued and sketch. major wtf. its the 2 colors that i really want but it isn't available. just when i am getting over goldmine not being available.

i got Glamour check! and Sumptuous Olive. Glamour Check! being a dark reddish brown from the "Love that look" collection. I like how smooth it is. it's no antiqued but... what to do? Sumptuous olive is a tricky one and it look pretty different from the swatches online.

I got another elf brush which looks totally different from the one i got online. its smaller and the handle is shorter. hmmm? I also got eyeshadow from Silky girl(wooo~). I got it for the green, which is pretty lime-ish?

Lastly i got the Makeup forever Purple. People called it the best purple eyeshadow in the world. It better be as it is VERY expensive.

When i reached home, Paul messaged me and ask if i want to join hasita & her for dinner. I just tagged along.

After dinner and a long chat in Fish & Co (a fast food outlet?), we went to the park looking for the 2 dogs which my sister mentioned. No luck. However we saw a lady in a red dress walking alone in the park. Extremely creepy! She even started walking behind us in the direction we are heading. *goosebumps*

Then we headed back to ehub and chilled in Coffee Bean till closing time. We chat about japanese prank shows, asian AH-vril lavigne and Lady *long pause* GAGA (the retarded way she introduced herself on tv).

I can't handle goethe anymore. ever since that incident, eventhough it did not happened in the past, i get worried that he might injured one of the dogs again. I can't afford another risk of serious damage.. girtal on the other hand is being a good girl (i hope it continues till the end of time).

that's pretty much it.

P.s the cats fuckin knock over my table lamp.. wtf?!

apple is the best, by that i meant shiina ringo.

2009-08-06T23:23:00.004+08:00

i have an interview for a Candy "Ambassador" position tomorrow. I should wash my hair in the morning. I wonder how it will go? I just hope it's not a waste of my time. I also sent in my particulars to this cosplay retail shop or something. Let's see if I can get an interview for that.

i finally painted my nails in a beautiful gold color. it looks kinda olive-ish. Kinda like the MAC pigment which i wanted! Its very shimmery with glitters in it. I am contemplating if i should put on my gold glitter to it. I want it more yellow-ish. Y/N?

need to go get some cat food AGAIN! BOO!

cos you're hot and you're cold

2009-08-04T02:14:00.003+08:00

Since I am a vampire so i need no sleep, I did this fun thing from Shasha's blog! HAHAHAHA!

SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
- Yura Yura (HAHAHAHA!)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- Gokusaishiki Imagination/ A Vivid Imagination (y/n?)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- The Birthday Girl (HAHAAHA! not exactly the type i go for, but someone birthday is coming up!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY
- Song of the Century. (...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Irokoizata/ LOVE AFFAIR (HAHAHAHA! what a lil slut i am)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- Self Inflicted (i love this song~)

DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Mannequin (Am i that lifeless?)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- High Color Times (in other words, gay?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- East Jesus Nowhere (... cos god ain't on my side)

WHAT IS 2+2?
- After Dark. (if its the initial then its right since A looks like 4.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- Ryuukou/ In Vogue (are they? who are they anyway?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Yasashisa No Shizuku/ A Drop Of Tenderness (AWWWWW... i'm a sweet person its exclusive only to my dogs!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- I kissed a girl. (oh i want to be straight? HAHAHA!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Yokushitsu/ Bathroom (HAHAHAHA! the person i like makes me wanna pee?!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Supermassive Blackhole (great song!! guys lets get our groove on to some muse!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Last Dance (how appropriate!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Mayonaka to Mahiru no Yume/ Dream of Midday and Midnight (er.... a daydreamer i guess?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- Sunny Day (OMG!!! My windows media player fuckin understands me!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- The dance (yes i can dance like a hooker!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
- In Season (i'm ready to mate guys~)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Understand (do you understand me?)

some epic answers from my windows media player, although it pisses me off to no end but at least it made me laugh for a good 10mins!

nothing new today except my ever growing craving for Antiqued! Now i want Sumptuous Olive too!

"ich lebe nur noch für Dich."

you don't do that, cos it isn't nice!

2009-08-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

today made me realized i can't think straight when something bad happen. gary boy almost made me die of a heart attack. i'm still very mad at goethe for ramming into gary boy.

goethe weight AT LEAST 3kg-4kg maybe even 5! Gary boy weighs like less than 2kg! goethe was running (more like CHARGING) like a mad cunt and that douche FUCKIN HIT gary boy. its kinda like being hit by a motorcycle!

Gary boy eyes fuckin rolled out, im not kidding! His eyes are like gorging out! it isn't even funny. he started whining and rubbing his eyes. i'm like just standing there useless. i don't know what to do. FUCK!

this is not the first time goethe behave like a douchebag! i know i play favorites and gary boy is my little baby. but goethe wtf was that?! you get your fat pussy ass into the cage and lament over what you just fuckin did! you should thank neko shogun that gary boy is alright.

girtal thanks for chewing on my scalp while i'm watching hell's kitchen (which fuckin don't make sense).

i might delete this cos it just seems like i'm going blah blah blah blah. feel free to forget about me like all the other douche that i used to know.

Cute chihuahua photos spam, pawdicures and you know you wanna click it if you see this on google!

2009-07-31T23:47:00.003+08:00

i am watching this hong kong drama called "Father and Sons". It seems pretty nice, I thought i was watching the one showing on Channel U. Something about a fat lady. I started noticing when I'm 10 mins in and the plot is just weird. So i checked and i was watching channel 55. 1 thing i don't like about such dramas is once you missed an episode, the momentum is gone. YET, i don't want to be a slave to it. having to keep tuning in. what a vicious cycle, i just wanna enjoy myself!

ANYWAY,

i brought the dogs for their pedicure session (get their nails cut and paw shaved). Grimswig is such a naughty boy now!! Walk properly k grim? Don't make me spank you in public! *hides cane* HAHAHAHA! Gary boy is just taking a stroll while Grim has the "I'm gonna conquer this land" kinda attitude! He kept charging forward, so i ran with gary boy in hand. HAHA Grimswig!! *in nelson from simpson tone*

Pic spam of my bbs. They aren't smiling but they are still so adorable! I need to get gary boy started on dermatrix soon. His fur really reacted positively towards the supplement. Very noticeable that the length of his chest hair is shorter (although messy) but the other parts are still high in volume. (haaha!) I give up on grim, he is a smooth coat chihuahua, but A VERY CUTE one ok!?

I kinda take back my ratings of the doggyman treats. Although i have to do so much work to make them into smaller pieces. Manual labor work OK!? I have to use a spoon to crack them into 4 pieces! Let's just say they are 100x harder than panadol so its really tedious. But bbs have an easier time consuming it.

I think that's all, going to go watch "Big Cat's diary". I really want Antiqued shadow! Purple & lime green too!! Oh yea, please help me click on that banner/ad thing at the left hand corner pls if you haven't. Or just click it again if you have nothing better to do. HAHAHA!

Foray of Hay Dairies, billy goats, chocolate milk, NTUC haul SAY WHAT!?

2009-07-29T23:11:00.004+08:00

today i woke up pretty early which explains why i'm feeling pretty sick now. My "My zoo" just successfully bred grevys zebra's foal. great way to start the day.

so i went all the way to kranji to visit the Hay Dairies Goat Farm. Just because i refuse to wait an hour for the express bus i took a taxi. BAD MOVE, that shit cost me 10 bucks just to reach the farm. although the uncle was really nice and explain to me the area. He told me that there are crocodiles in those waters. Wooo dangerous.

when i reached the farm, i was kind of disappointed that i could not touch the goats due to some AVA rules. But there were tons of goats (duh, being a goat farm). They have this joke on one of their pillars.

Why do goats wear bells?
Answer: Because their horns don't work. OK.

Goats really comes in a variety of colors. The kids (baby goats) are just so adorable. They are all lined up eating! Awwww~

I wonder if the goats get to run around in the fields? As the area where they are kept seems pretty boring. Most of them are either standing/crouching (?) around or just munching on some hay.

Decepticon SPOTTED!

I bought 5 bottles of goat milk, 3 white & 2 brown. I have to get 5 to get the mini chiller box thing to prevent the milk from spoiling. I look as though i'm ready to go prawning or some shit. I tried the chocolate milk at home. It's kinda bland. But gary boy & grimswig LOVE the normal milk! Bbs recognized yea? At least me braving through the wilderness wasn't unappreciated.

Then i went to woodlands to meet up with xiaojun(my cousin) because i am broke. No offense to the people living in the north. But are they living in 2009? I realize alot of people there have yet to see people like me before. I'm not an alien guys. I'm just an asian boy with red hair and overkill makeup. They are like villagers like what Xiaojun said she is. Including teenagers, guys you are hip, come on, spare me the dirty looks k? Just look away.

I know i hate that word but,

NTUC HAUL!!!!

This is the box where the bottle of 5 x 200ml milks are stored.
The dogs love it, the cats... so so.

Doggyman dog biscuit with cheese. I won't be purchasing this again after it finish. the biscuits machum like stone sia. Too hard! I can't really break them apart and the dogs took quite some time to finish it. 2/5

Bought all this at Tampines Mall ntuc. Chicken necks, drumsticks, chicken breast, chicken liver and alfafa. we have meats, bones and offals. Funny thing, gary boy did not finish his offals and i point to it and asked him to finish it. Like a good boy he finished it. Awwwwww!~ Daddy loves you so much!

The colors look kinda bronzy huh? The colors are kinda muted in my opinion. The bad point of using a white light while applying stuffs. The colors looks intense then but once in sunlight/moonlight/cellulite the color just looks dead. Is it only me experiencing this?

My hair color is still fading despite me not washing it since saturday. disgusting huh? the leftover wax and spray isn't provided backup too. But it look very orange instead of red (the back portion, my fringe is suppose to be orange!)

I originally intended to get the shadow, Antiqued today. However I spent too much just now. Hopefully I could also get a tattoo related to my dogs soon (not their portrait, total of both can get me another dog, you do the math). That's all folks.

The world is just jealous..

2009-07-28T02:34:00.002+08:00

椎名林檎 - ありあまる富 (Ariamaru tomi)
Superfluous Wealth

"Were you to lament over their words,
that would be boring
You shouldn’t even go so far as to shed tears
Because words are always pregnant with lies"

don't know why, but everytime this song plays the image of gary boy & grimswig just appear.

anyway, nothing much to say but i'm just not feeling cheerful lately. i wonder if i should go to the Dog show this sunday.

if i'm a bad person you don't like me, i guess i'll make my own way.

2009-07-26T15:03:00.002+08:00

Let's start this with photos of stray cats around eunous.

WHAT IS GOETHE DOING ON THE STREETS!? My theory of ginger tabby cats being extremely friendly is true.

i kinda like my makeup for yesterday. the glitter don't really appear in the photos. i guess i need to have a built in white light attached to my head to see them at their full glory.

i doubt anyone even notice or give a shit. Amberlight + Nylon = Pretty color, but you can't see shit unless you are really near me. Can you see the difference in my lip color? Cheryl did say that my skin looks good, thank you foundation. She rewarded me with a hug, awwww you!

My belated by a century present by paul. AWWWWW!!! I love them! The boston terrier (?) tshirt and cardholder! The CK perfume and the spanky new leopard print leash. Now grim don't have to use that blue color leash which was stolen from one of our neighbors. HAH!

then paul, hasita & i went to the mcdonalds at downtown to chat about sex and how to be sociable 101.

People say National service will turn a boy into a man, they will mature and whatnot. To me they are just making pple generic and into what the country want them to be. the years when people have to go through national service is the time when one is starting to discover who they are. No wonder singapore will forever be plagued by ignorant maggots who still thinks they are open minded.

i should start planning on my journey to Lim chu kang to purchase a bottle of goat's milk.

i don't wanna hear your sad songs, i don't wanna feel your pain.

2009-07-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

today i met up with vincent and yongjie, we went to ION(again). I really hate the ceiling so much!

Vincent said that I always wear the same hoodie. Which is true. I should wear my red hoodie soon. He shared with me the secret to blogging success! HAAHAHA! I should not share with you people! He also told me that typicalben had already entered NS! Woooo~

We went to this eating place in Orchard Central, omfg, the broccoli cheese and chicken noodle soup taste good. I guess I like salty stuffs. Then we headed to Plaza Singapura. the etude house's brush is BIGGER than my elf brush which to me is HUGE! Oh well, i never liked korean stuff anyway. Maybe online games?

I broke out, 2 pimples have emerged from the depths of hell. Once again no difference in color, but i did use another color from the Natural flare instead of the orangey color. Nothing alarming.

then i bought chicken wings and steak for the dogs. As people said that they actually need 80% meat which i always thought was the other way around. my dogs are so lucky. I only ate like 3 steaks in my entire lifetime. Now they have days worth of steak! Bb better recognized yea?! I forgot to take a picture of it so heres a picture from google.

there is a black and white kitten underneath my block!! Girtal's clone is probably his mother. He looks so cute, but he doesn't have the features which i like, short tail and fat face. He did came a feet close to me, but was still very wary. I should bring treats for him the next time we meet! Really worried bout it, cos there was once this adorable little grey tabby kitten, but it just disappeared! Survive!

my throats hurt.

our hopes & expectations

2009-07-22T23:53:00.004+08:00

So i survived one day and i did not get to witness the eclipse cos Singapore sucks!
I'm so wearing blue on 9/8! On tv, how the places which got to experience it and everything turning dark was pretty spectacular though.

so today was spent searching for poon's birthday decoration. we got some interesting armband thing for the first 50 comers. The Gold colored one is extra exclusive. Anyway i'm not psyched up anymore, because the vest wasn't how i expected it to look like. ill probably just wear a black tee like all other special occasion. boring!

then we headed to ION. The place is pretty huge, but crammed in certain areas. One thing, the holes in the ceilings are disgusting as fuck. Who came up with such sick patterns? Alot of the shops seems high class and those branded stuffs. While stuff in the basement are more like found in every other shopping mall? oh yea, the silky girl walked passed me. heh!

The Sephora is HUGE! I know that Urban Decay wasn't available but when i enter it, i want so many stuffs in it! Mainly the Makeup Forever Purple and any eyeshadow that are bronze/gold in color! The brushes, the primer, the blushes (which i have none).

They have a MAC in it, and they still have the Style Warrior collection. OMFG, i want the eyeshadows (Tempting!) and the Brave new bronze lipstick. I love the packaging so much! Zebra/Leopard prints, how awesome does it get?! Too bad i'm seriously broke! CURSES!

I like the shadow for today, but i have to fuck something up. I have problem applying mascara thanks to my stupid short lashes. Well the colors are pretty much the same as always because i have no other colors. So if you guys are getting sick of it, BUY ME NEW SHADOWS! HAHAHA!

I found nice vests too, but once again, broke. What worst than that, returning to a home filled with landmines. i don't really like my younger siblings who can't seem to learn! its so easy not to quarrel, ignore each other. Fuck kinship!

P.S i think i saw an angel today...

we go where the money goes.

2009-07-21T22:58:00.003+08:00

i'm living in the dangerzone, a deathtrap. i'm worried about both me and my dogs' safety. My ceiling lights fuckin fell!

What the hell!? It is fixed but not by a professional, so i might just die if it decide to come crashing down on my head.

ANYWAY,

The elf brush just arrived. The eyeshadow brush is HUGE! Whatever, as long as it works i'm cool with it. Beggars can't be picker.

Forgive my chipped nails, i'm so lazy to redo them as removing them is such a chore. I'll probably just scrab if off with my fingers the day before Poon's party. I'm so psych for that. My cousin is lending (borrowing?) me her vest which i hope looks good. Now I just need a bowtie.

I'm gonna try d.i.y my dog food. Because I can't afford paying the pre-prepared food at one go.

Read that the new Sephora doesn't carry Urban Decay. Booo!! I have no money now so, doesn't matter to me. HAH! But i really like MAC Style Black collection!

and i am going up in flames.

2009-07-18T15:34:00.004+08:00

we went to watch Harry Potter and the Half blood prince yesterday night at 0045. But before that we went to Bugis as i was looking for a vest, lightning bolt necklace or a gold bowtie. Search result = 0. But the cupcorn was nice though.

the movie was superb to the bloody max, well not really. i liked it. the progression of the story was great but the movie ends when everything was at its peak. Fyon did mention something regarding the lack of action. the only huge cool fight i could recall was the inferno tornado thing dumbledore cast on the inferi. (yes, i am using wiki here!)

the students (?) of hogwarts are there for like 5-6 years? but when their school is under siege they do nuts. to me, the only magic they know is turning their wands into glowstick. even a laser pointer is better than those puny glow.

not to mention, i still don't know why Severus Snape use the name half blood prince, and i only knew after looking through wiki. But reading the plot summary of the Deathly Hollows, it made me interested for the next film! But it's a 2 parts 2010/2011 film. By then i would have already completed my ns! hah!

I overheard one of the people who join us for the movie asked valerie a stupid question midway through the movie.
He asked, "Who is Hermione?"

............

yay for gryffindor's colors red and gold. you can't really see the gold here but in person its like liquid gold! or so i hoped. i can't do any other colors since i don't have greens, purples or pinks. *le sigh* i realize my clothes does not match with my head. whatever.

some random shots.

i guess there are no upcoming movies that i really wanna watch.

Poon's Birthday party banner thing. it has been resized. i know there are tons of fonts inside but fuckyall. cos i have no idea what else to put inside.

Crucio.

it seems i'm too hip to keep tight lip.

2009-07-16T23:50:00.003+08:00

today i went to marina square to find the elf brush. but it wasn't available. one major rant. i feel like giving the sales person a tight slap with an uppercut comboed with a hadouken!

i asked her if there was anymore elf eyeshadow brush since the display have none. just double checking if they have yet to replenish it on the display. that person went to the elf display looking for it. She say eyeshadow brush don't have maybe you can check over there (pointing to some other rack with brush). Then i say again, i want ELF eyeshadow brush. that lady, omfg. she keep saying Fasio eyeshadow brush you want?

...

if i want a fasio brush why would i ask you for an ELF brush?! then i asked her if they have stock in any other branches. tt bench continue showing me the fasio brush. then i have to repeat my question again, then she suggested the one at orchard.

so i went to the orchard branch, lagi worst. I check the elf display, no makeup brush at all. then i asked the lady if they have any elf eyeshadow brush, she say go check that side. please lor, there's only manicare brush can?!

then she came back showing me those makeup sponge type of eyeshadow applicator thing.

...

*BANKAI!*

and i don't feel like ranting about the lightbulb shit in the diy shop. i bought a lightbulb cos the ikea bulb is like fuckin orange. allthatglitters21 much?! its not a reflector but what the heck. let's just say, flashbang.

whatever, i was suppose to take the bus to tampines to get chicken necks for the dogs but my father picked me up at bugis and drove me home.

then we headed to ikea again with the rest of the family. in whitesand they have this leopard print hoodie but its too short for me. FML.

but i like my makeup for today. i used the Natural flare mineralized eyeshadow! not perfect but what the heck i like it.

Can you even see the colors?

i just added the nuffnang ad thing. i have no idea how it works but its suppose to get me some money if pple click on it? or something to do with the blog traffic. clueless here!

i'm pretty sure the amount of pple who read my blog is less than 10. so if you think any of your friends, family, frenemies or nemesis enjoy reading the rants of a tranny wannabe. do show them my blog and click on the motherfuckin ad thing on the left hand side.

I think that's all i have to say for today. bye all~

The pick of the pack, the crème de la crop.

2009-07-14T23:38:00.005+08:00

this afternoon i brought the 2 boys out to the park for an adventure. while walking to the huge field i saw this butterfly corpse lying on the pavement.

It has a special markings on its wing doesn't it? there was a dead red ant stuck to it, i have to remove that bugger off its body. an epic fight probably took place and no one survived.

But look! POOOF!!
With the wings spread out the markings is even more pretty! There's purple in it! I don't really like butterfly but HOW FIERCE IS THAT!? I put it in my pocket, but left it back onto the floor because i don't know where to place the butterfly at home. Actually i could do something like Paramore's new album cover.

Then while we crossed the bridge, we saw a MONKEY!!

Even the monkey knows how to make its eyes pop! He had on white highlights on the tips of his lids. HAHAHA! the monkey was minding it business but when he saw me taking out my camera it started to pose, i'm not joking!

After awhile the monkey started to develop an interest in my dogs! both grim and gary boy didn't really react much to the sight of the monkey. but i saw the monkey yawn and golly gee, its teeth are MASSIVE huge! So just to be safe i just carry the dogs and walked away to prevent any blood shed.(So the drama)

But how epic would it be if i could capture a shot of the monkey grooming or patting my dogs?! After walking away, the monkey followed us, STALKING us! But when we left the bridge it stopped and return back to the wilderness.

Resuming our hike to the field, i decided to cut through this patch of grass. Holy shit, theres a dead ANACONDA!!!! i think its just those normal dead snakes, its pretty tiny.

So we finally arrived at the field and there were no "footballers" there. so OFF LEASH TIME!

Chasing after me while i go trigger happy! they are just following me because i have treats in my pockets. otherwise they will disperse in the opposite direction. talk about dragon balls!

A happy grimswig.

GARY BOY!!!!!!
my precious bb who was probably exhausted!

Anyway went to ikea in my father's van. major wtf. lets just say, jayson's poop and body rolling everywhere. So i bought a lamp, but i hate the bulb its so ORANGE. The lamp instruction said i can't use those normal bulb and i have to use reflective bulb or what. but if i see a white light bulb, i'm gonna use that.

and the hot dog stall at ikea lady, she motherfuckin taught me how to hold 3 ice cream. GIRL, you did not just did that! if i can handle a disco stick i can handle 3 ice creams! Joking. *WINK WINK* Anyway, she is forgiven cos she practically gave us a free ice cream and pay us 50 cents.
Sim family 1: Ice cream bench 0!

Misery Business.

pin up poster dream

2009-07-14T00:03:00.003+08:00

i think we have an emergency! massive breakout session, so much that i'm going to use some of my sister's vitamins. Dear face please stop breaking out, you already look weird and with pimples you will look fugly. thanks for understanding.

so today poon went to get his hair done! let me just say, i expected the worst but it actually look good. it looks kinda like zoe tay's hair! Zoe tay have fierce hair! so now poon can finally hair flip with success!

glam much?
he did a vlog with all his lipliners swatches which was pretty lame. the outcome of his hair will probably be revealed to the public next week. someone is acting like a celebrity much?!

Anyway the Nyx's stuff just arrived today. I refused to call it a HAUL, cos that just sounds toot to me. OMFG! the lipgloss is... i know i like neon and bright stuffs. However the 2 lipgloss i got are too much to handle! Kinda want to faint.

The pearl mania or whatever they are called, haven't used them. I got yellow gold(?), Oro and Pearl. the pearl is a motherfuckin pink! oh god... i probably wont use tt cos i thought it was white.

And i got MAC nylon which is kinda like a white with a yellowish kinda look(?) and Natural Flare from the Color Craft collection. Someone please murder me, cos i'm broke as fuck. I just like the colors from the Natural flare although 2 of them kinda look alike. They kinda look like amberlights as well. FUCK! But looking at the pictures from the net i really liked it. Not to mention the sales lady is so pretty!

i realized all the eyeshadows i got are more to the gold/copper colors. i love the colors but these colors are barely visible on my lids though. *faint*

Do you wanna make out with me?! HAHAHAAHA!
I tried the True red lipgloss just now. I did NOT leave the house with that on! seriously, it looks weird. i already look like a douche, but with this red i look retarded. Both you and me will get over it.

interesting tidbits. yesterday i saw on a forum that there was a lost/neglected dog around my area. it was 2am by the way, so i drag my cousin along to go search for the dog. holy cow, we actually found the dog! but the dog was so frighten and kept walking away. i tried enticing it with the treats, but it did not worked. So operation FAILED!

just maybe one day you gonna wanna make out, make out, MAKE out with me!

ain't this uniform so flattering?

2009-07-13T00:46:00.005+08:00

today i had some sort of fish soup for lunch which my parents ta bao back for me. i really love to eat cos this very moment i'm feeling pretty hungry. i'm gonna be fat and live alone with my 2000 cats while reading senior vogue.

interesting thing happen yesterday night. i was eating the milo x biscuits combo while watchin The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi season 2. Then i saw my sister's tweet saying that we were out of biscuits, but it was with me. so i handed it over to her. cool. heh.

anyway today poon drove my father's car to east coast park! i think he decided on where he wanted to hold his Epic party? I vote for balloons, disco lights and nachos. while he is a bandung dudette! BOOOO!! And we spilled vanilla milkshake ALL over my side of the seat. yay for being a klutz!

i bought treats for both the doggies and kitties. Since i'm feeling rich when i'm actually not! Bought the usual Marukan biscuit in green for gary boy & grim. and some sort of smelly dry fish treats which cost 1.60 for the kitties! benches better recognize!

Can you see the gold?! Cos i seriously can't see them! I really like gold eyeshadows but they just don't appear on my lids. STAIN BITCH! Anyway i still have to learn how to blend them and the application of the darker colors. And say hello to my tiny eyes, you sexy little things!

i love this shirt! i look like an Electric gym leader! *GO PICHU!*
I love this hoodie! Bolts everywhere, i should have use a purple eyeshadow, but i don't have any! i kinda neglected my red hoodie. it is going to make a comeback soon, i suppose.

so i had fish, stingray & clams for dinner. but i'm feeling very hungry this moment. may neko shogun bless my soul. oh and i created a plurk account, a twitter wannabe, but pluck me if you want to. cos that shit is ______ as hell.

so henry is the accomplice all along.

to the 1 to the 3 to the 1.2.3!

2009-07-11T16:59:00.003+08:00

we went to changi airport to have popeye's yesterday night. we went to the popeye's at t1, the mashed potato and the biscuits were not available. major wtf. i only wanted to eat the mashed potato! and their trademark biscuits is not available, wth.

so we went to the one at t3, same thing but with a longer queue! so after poon solved his Rubik cube we headed back to t1. i'm very sure i would pass out from the walk!
In the end i just ordered the combo 1 with the 2 chickens, massive stomachache, very very filling! But i love the corn though.

anyway look at this cardigan i wore! it isn't mine it was in my sister's closet but i just wanted to try wearing a cardigan.

Look at the freakin button! it's in the shape of a flower.. omfg.. how effin awesome is that?! I kinda like the whole feeling of wearing a cardigan, maybe because the fabric isn't as thick as the hoodie thus its not a freakin portable suana! I'm looking for a teal or gold cardigan!

Anyway i wore gold glitters, and while removing it, they fell into my eyes! intense pain! i got to work on the eyeliner! i usually have tons of eyeliner at the tip (?) of the eyes but i don't know whats wrong with me nowadays! I give up on my hair! it refuses to look gorgeous! fine! be the fugly way you are!

pores!

Natural Flare

2009-07-10T01:00:00.003+08:00

so today i went to the "Cats of the world" photo exhibition. we arrived very late! so there were no one there, and the Art House was closing.

i feel that the photos are just alright. most of them, to me focus on the background instead of the cats. there are cats in the photos but, to me they don't seem to be the main focus though. Maybe they are not going for cats' portrait? eitherway the photos are pretty and the kitties featured are fierce! yay for stray cats!

This is probably my favorite photo! i love the color, just the overall look of the photo. I have no freakin' idea on how to comment on it. But the light on the kitten is really nice.

I liked this one cos of the caption. it's something like, even the cats are staying in flats. How convenient of the cats to lay in the boxes.

I like this photo because the cat's eyes really pop! it as though it is staring into your soul! it knows what you've been doing!

ME ISH DA KING OF DA WORLD.
ME RULE YOU!
ME WANT YOU TO EAT MY POO POO.

I just randomly shot this photo of Gary boy. I wanted to see how he looks like with the flash on. Seriously i hate using flash, i'm probably blinding them! No photos of Grim though. he is moving and jumping all around!! Boooo!!!!

Anyway this is how i look like when i left the house. I really need to practice more on using the eyeshadows! It's fun though, however the gold is not showing up! What am i doing wrong?

My hair looks ridiculous thanks to the fan! Nowadays i really cant be bothered to do anything with the hair. But one of Poon's friend said I have cool hair and would like to do something like that. He thought i was a girl.. awwww..

I realized that my outfit today really looks like the packaging of the Style Warrior collection! The Savannah much?!

Stupid hair

Sorry for blinding you Gary boy! But you look too damn adorable!

The MAC's sales person told me that singapore doesn't carry the eyeshadow Goldmine. Oh man, i really want a gold color which will appear on my lid. The sales person suggested Gorgeous Gold. hmmm... I like the "Natural Flare" mineralized eyeshadow! i wish i have the money to purchased it! the colors are so pretty~

Heavy petting & Nips

Goldmine

2009-07-08T23:43:00.003+08:00

I am probably going to the "Cats of the World" photo exhibition which opens tomorrow till 28 July at The Art House. The exhibition will showcase 40 photos of cats from around the world. The opening night is tomorrow and it starts at 7pm. They said admission is free so I hope I can enter. Hohoho! So is anyone else going?

One rant, certain peoples in Singapore who speak as though they are so fashion forward or whatever. However they are so close-minded. They only think that overpriced tshirts or whatever piece of fabric that is seen on majority of the people's body are fashionable. Whatever.

Anyway nothing much to update, thank god the face product didn't broke me out. I'm hoping it would continue being that way. heh!

Slobber and drools~

did you stand too close to the fire?

2009-07-07T23:17:00.004+08:00

there are at least 3 things in this post and not all of them are good! nonetheless it will be entertaining, or so i hoped.

let's start with The Ultimatum while the rage and frustration is still boiling inside me (although i just took a shower). WTF just happened?! Can anyone please explain to me why Zoe Tay died? Why the characters i hate is still alive? I don't hate fann wong and all but her character is so irritating. For justice and whatnot crap!

I didn't watch every episodes because of how angry i get everytime i watched it. firstly the silky girl's characters and that baker role is pointless. Waste of time. The auntie, she is the one who started the whole family drama because of the eldest son's incident but she gets to live? wtf.

Why must zoe tay's character die? I standby her reasons for killing people. She did her best to help his "brother" and "mother" but when those 2 faggots have the chance to sabotage her (not being the real daughter) they just forgets about her deeds and want her gone! This 2 deserved to die in my opinion. I'm just unhappy Zoe tay's character died. She is one fierce bench!

I went to watch Transformer 2 just now, by myself. Sad i know but i enjoy the movie. However i feel that the autobot's didn't have enough fight scenes! The starting of the movie theres this ninja sword wielding autobot(Sideswipe) which was cool as fuck! I wanted to see more of his fight scene but i was disappointed. He kinda disappear!

Theres this cool autobot(Jolt) which have electrical discharge on his arm. But what the fuck.. he just perform cpr or whatever parts transplant on Optimus Prime, and thats it! W.T.F!?
I was expecting him to grab some decepticon and "thunder shock" the shit outta them. Don't get me started on the motorcycles. *face palm*

But the Bumble bee and optimus prime fight was good. I think overall the movie is great with tons of explosions~ But if the other autobots have more scenes other than shooting bullets, it would be epic.

Anyway today i tried wearing face makeup. let's just say i can do better. i really do look white (in photos) like a geisha, not that white but near it. its probably because of the camera's flash. cos i don't love that fair in person. HAHAHA! i think i am doing something wrong as the coverage wasn't what i was expecting. However the pores aren't that visible which is good i guess?

I hope i'll improved. As certain parts of the face aren't covered and i have to apply more on the neck as well. I guess the shade is a tad to fair. So if i were to wear a tshirt, the contrast would be *gasp*

I tried to do the eye makeup like Optimus Prime's colors. But i did something wrong by using silver in the entire lid thus the dark blue look so black. Golly gee. I really like optimus prime's flames on his body too but i doubt i could do that. the majolica marjorca's white kinda... disappoint and turn into sparkling things, shimmers? why does white eyeshadow hates me? What am i doing wrong?!

that's pretty much all, i just ate 2 packets of instant noodles but i'm still hungry. OH yeah, i had the nachos while watching the movie. oh god, love it.

cuddles and licks.

so why am i wearing your class ring?!

2009-07-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

the past 2 days was fun. yesterday i went to the bbq which was organized by Ms Salinah.
She was my first home tutor during my secondary school days. The lower sec days was very fun because of her. Her teaching methods and her jokes just makes it fun to learn. I still remember the files, the books and CONTAINERS which we used to store the files. Good times.

Then after a change in home tutor my secondary school life pretty much became hell. I'm pretty much invisible during my sec sch days.

Yay me and ms salinah!
Best home tutor ever!
the gold eyeshadow is not showing up!

Anyway, the bbq was cool cos of Poon's flirting with Zijie. We hung around there for quite some time before they headed to tampines for a showdown. *laughs*

However we (xgrimage, xpoonage, xladyage, xnsage and xmuscleage) decided to do some armpit porn! So for all you people with an armpit fetish, you're in luck! i proudly present you the "Armpit Series"!

I will probably upload the "Making of" onto youtube after i received the video. It is fucking hilarious! So stay tune! We also have a tutorial on how to tie your hair which started the whole armpit madness! Inspirations are everywhere!

Overall it was a pretty painful night. (Stomach torture!) Not to mention on the journey home. Major human body crashing when poon is drifting!

Bonus Photo!!

The fatty stray cat around the area!
Most of the stray cats there are sterilized, kuddos to the pple there!

Anyway today was somehow a family outing day! We went to city hall to get some stuffs which i wanted!

We headed down to MAC and i finally bought amberlights! I wanted so many more eyeshadows. They all look so pretty! While my mother bought a lipstick, i can't recall the name. It was "blanket-----" something. The Style warrior lipsticks are all oos. i really like the packaging, zebra and leopard prints. I bought the Prep + Prime, which is a primer for face makeup, i hope it wont cause my face to breakout.

I really wanted more MAC eyeshadows, especially those which are more copper-ish or gold-ish! I'm looking at Nylon. I'm going to go research more on them! The black burgundy colors are cool too!

Then we headed to Marina Square, because i read that today is the last day of the John Little storewide sale. I wanted to purchase the LA Girl eyeshadows but decided not to. I bought the SANA Maikohan loose powder, some random foundation brush, biore makeup remover and Maybelline's mascara.

I wanna look like a motherfuckin geisha!

this mascara design is fuckin fierce!
The reason i got it is because the name of it is Feline or Cat, i don't know.
Anything with the word "Feline" or cat related just makes me want it even more!
I doubt you can see the tiger stripes on the mascara.

I bought this Majolica Majorca (sp?) eyeshadow. I need a white eyeshadow for now, so this shit better show up on my lids!
I really wanted MAC nylon though! Oh well, this should do for now, hopefully!
But i love the packaging. One of them have some gold color designs on it, damn beautiful!

So thats pretty much it for the shopping spree. Then we head to the airport to have dinner at Xin Wang.
Damn i should have ordered the Baked Rice. Anyway the papaya soup thing taste good though!
I hope there could be future family outing soon cos i wanna dine at the disney cafe thing! the next time i hope we could bring the doggies too, seriously i keep thinking about them when i'm outside!

xgrimage!

amberlights

2009-07-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

hello to a new blog layout. this was not how i originally intended it to look like.
it was supposed to be traced using the pentool, but i kinda liked it so if people don't like it, they'll get over it.

i fallen sick, i'm getting paranoid as i'm not the type of people who fall sick easily.

here are some pictures of goethe, the naughty bb who conquered the shoe rack this afternoon.

He then got bored, and laid there.

He is like a rampaging rouge elephant sometimes, he will go into a mad dash and since he is almost 2 times the size of grim, he will run him down.
grimswig is agile, but NOT that agile.

Girtal wants to make sweet sweet love to you.
She is once again moaning in horny recovery.

I hope this phase of hers will be over soon. cos her moaning is so noisy!
It is anything but sexy!

I'm still waiting for the eye brush and I'm probably going to order the 88 palette and amberlights (very very excited for this).
Ordering online, especially ebay makes me even more paranoid, i have no idea if the package is lost in the mail.
Let's hope its not, as the seller said shipping usually takes 6-10 days. (I think its the 10th day today.)

to self:
Get well soon.

i joke about sex because its funny when you're frightened

2009-06-28T00:34:00.002+08:00

electrify my life

i finally tried out some of the new eyeshadow with the urban decay primer potion which was really good.
my eyeshadow was as vibrant as when i first applied it. Good stuff!

i played around with the blue and teal shades. i kinda liked it but i think i applied too much of the darker color and the white/silver shit at the tearduct (or whatever is called should be toned down!)
i feel its pretty good for the first try, cuixiang did commented that it look goods.
Thanks.

Can't really see due to the size but its on facebook and my twitter, finally have a profile picture!
my username is "itsgrimswickery", so follow me if you want to.
My life is pretty interesting, NOT!

I went to get my first liquid foundation!! Yay!
1/4 done, now i have to get the remaining 3/4 for the face makeup.
I am really excited! I wanna look like a geisha/mime!

regarding the blog new layout, i tried designing for alot of the headers but i really don't like how they look.
once i'm satisfied with it, i will change it, so please bare with this one.
note, its most probably gonna be blue in color.

cuddles and licks!

2009-06-24T14:31:00.002+08:00

i got a haircut yesterday, i look like a normal boy now. the back portion of my hair is pretty much all black thanks to the flashlightning failing me!
"No pain no gain"
I agree with that!
The bleach did not feel as painful as it did on my first attempt which bleach the fuck outta my hair.
oh well, i'll get over looking like a hybrid of a myspace scene kid x singapore chao ah beng.

the ufo catcher machine at marina square is a fucking scam! the arm thing just rubs the toy and theres no pressure at all!
damn you kurousa for looking so goddamn adorable that i wasted 4 bucks!

oh, i bought gold glitter as well.
i'm sorry la girl, your dark blue and gold eyeshadow are pretty cool! I should purchase it when i have money.

2009-06-11T01:30:00.002+08:00

we only making plans for nigel.
we only want what's best for him

quick update,
i have been watching loads of makeup tutorials on youtube.
i LOVE alex and like xsparkage.

june 24, Shiina Ringo album release, Base Ball Bear single release.
awesome!

fuck the time difference.
i need fast confirmation!

the world is just jealous.

2009-06-05T00:21:00.004+08:00

procrastinating..
and i am bored.
cos restaurant city is boring me!!!
yay dragonica, but my brother is using my mother's laptop.

seriously, i really wanna mass spam on makeups.
hopefully the orders will arrive frickin quick after i order it.

THINGS I WANT:
- Leopard/Zebra print clothing,
I just want somethings that is in leopard/zebra prints, be it a vest, cardigan, shirt, tshirt, hoodie.
anything that don't involve me exposing my armpits.

- Order some nyx eyeshadow and lipsticks.
- eye primer (seriously i wan to try 1 out)
- glitters, glittery nailpolish
- a new blog layout
- heartworm prevention, heartguard.
- hair bleach

that pretty much sums up what i need to get.

have a nice day/night,
bye guys

2009-05-23T01:09:00.002+08:00

it's so hard to come up with a username..
how does "grimapple" sounds?
HAHAHAHA!

well its better than one of my forum user which was,
friendlyepic.
yes i am epic yet i'm friendly and approachable.

i will probably just use maou or gareyringo if i decided to create a tweeter or whatnot.
but i can't help but feel proud of the name grimswig.
although it does sounds like a grim wig.
grimswick sounds cool too, eitherway, an awesome dog with an awesome name with a kickass feline behavior.

ahhhh!
Rimrag?!
that sounds cool too..
its a hybrid of grim and gary boy.
... \m/

thanks shasha, i will go back and put it when they provide the buffet again!
HAHAAHAH!

and can i win something other than a ringtone or wallpaper from uniqlo surprise?!
the trip to tokyo would be sweet~

let's go to pulau ubin!
to catch the kawaii neko kuching!

2009-05-22T16:49:00.002+08:00

now i am dying to forget you..

posting on a boring friday afternoon.
you know this is coming so...
ADAM~~~!!!!

it's really so sad that he didn't win.
after the finale performances when he started singing "beth" followed by his epic performances with KISS..
that was the moment when i went 100% for adam.
he is just that awesome!

and way to go kris' wife.. ending the show with ur lovey dovey hug..
__
and in an interview on how she felt, she said,
"I almost couldn't breathe."

then don't..

i have alot of theories but none of those conspiracy that pple are coming up with..
but i just personally feel that, people are just voting for kris not because they like him but because they didn't want adam to win.
anyway.. go adam!
just don't produce an album that resembles lady gaga..
i seriously don't get the whole craze about her being the pop goddess or wat not.
her songs just sounds lame and dull..
yes i went there.

the lasalle show was alright..
when i arrived there saw the other dudes and grab some food..
omfg, bad move.. the fish thing don't taste good...

i'm getting tired of it

2009-05-20T23:30:00.003+08:00

Who will win it?
Adam or Kris?!

(its a .gif look at their mouth)

this was the only season which ive been a major fanboy.
if only kris wasn't married.. (shasha must be tired of seeing this sentence)
it doesn't matter if either one of them won, cos i kinda like them both..
although adam abit more..

However i don't feel "emotionally connected" (kara-much?) to him today, well i still like it eitherway..
but for kris' performance i was going, "whoa!"

i pretty much love all performances by adam.
"Feeling Good" was probably my favourite although they did land him in the bottom 2.
major blesphemy lor!
"if i can't have you" was another of my fav, i like all his fast paced song too..
"mad world" is alright i guess...
ahhhhh!
i like his upright cabaret performances more..
"i'm gonna boink you with my mic!" ~ Adam
oh adam, u can boink me ANYTIME!

i watch it via live streaming, total new experience at 8am!
looking at the commercial makes me wanna live in america.
they have this breakfast set from dunkin donuts for 99cents.
kick awesome!

ahhhhh~!
i'm so excited, tml 8am (more like 9:45-ish before they announced the winner)
with all those fillers performance in between, i just want a motherfuckin kradam duet song!
and pls finish it with a hot passionate kiss..

Serious hate for Paula's giganormous head!
she did it on purpose..
way to block the epic man kiss man!

i should go to an anger management session more than a psychologist consultation at IMH.
that's what i personally feel.

Cos there are like some serious ass construction going on right outside my window.
with girtal's horny call out to the entire aristocats in the area...
omg, this 2 combo is epic craziness...
and gary boy looking like a hot mess, omg stress-much?!

it's 5.58pm+ before that stop, lucky them..
if they didnt stop at 6pm (American idol, bitch pls)..
im gonna go give them a piece of my mind (or maybe not, HAHAHAHAHAA!)

while thinking of a tweeter username,
i realise my name spelt backwards sounds like Miss Iraq..
but shasha said make it misgary (sounds like misery)
HAHAHAHA!
nah.. my life is no where near exciting and seeing,
100000 Followings 1 Follower is very depressing..

ANYWAY,
ADAM
KRIS
AHHHHHH!!!!

(attempting adam's scream, not gokey's jason's victim scream..)
/fanboy

2009-05-15T01:42:00.002+08:00

yes, a kradam finale.
how wonderful~

some people just can't think about others.
i might be one, but right now, i could not be bothered.

regarding, taboo.
would they sacrifice their parents or child to be blessed?
so what if the one sacrificed go to heaven?
seriously i don't understand some cultures and how they say animals are impt to them but kill them and eat them right after that.
i just don't.
and i don't get why i am still consuming meat..
if i ever have a child, i will force him to eat kangkong and only kangkong.
but i doubt tt'll happen...

sayonara nostalgia~

2009-05-14T01:30:00.002+08:00

You don't deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you

i am not feeling well, is it because of the huge bowl of porridge i ate?
its really hard to breath as of this moment.

when i wake up i better be greeted by a kradam finale...
otherwise the day would totally be filled with crap and construction's moans.

note to self:
don't have maggie for lunch tml.
lunch is pointless.

yusuke koide ftw!
amai koibito~
HAHAHA!

2009-05-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

I love you so much Gary boy.

2009-04-30T23:43:00.002+08:00

no~~~
adam...
i really hope he win, or maybe kris.
just not gokey..

adam adam adam...
adam with the insane vocal range.

bonnie or whatever her name is, is probably going to win hell's kitchen.
the chef has a thing for her, im fuckin serious!

grim stop scratching yourself.

2009-04-28T16:41:00.002+08:00

hey all~~

finally got the mood to blog somethings.
anyway, i overslept for the most impt day of my academic life (assessment) and handed up the wrong cpj.
good job huh?
resubmission is on monday, the same day as my appointment at IMH.

and my desktop totally crash and left me for dead during the momo's assignment..
the saddest part of all this is, all my photos, songs are gone.
the bad things are on a motherfuckin roll!
HELLYEAH!!!!!

if you haven't notice from the counter, Grimswig's birthday is this coming sunday!!
what should we do that isnt epic expensive!?
still brainstorming...

taken when the 2 boys met up with leca at the park..
the park which i left with over 80 mosquitoes bites on my arms and legs.
watahhh~!

Taken on chibuddy's anniversary at sentosa.
it is our first time there at sentosa, there were so many pple.

the taxi driver was damn funny, he just chiong through the entrance, in the end we didn't pay for the entrance fee..
good job uncle!

went there with zeith and gin.
sadly the 3 Gs didn't got to take a pic together, gin was very shy.
while grim is busy walking around looking for food.

oh yea, best pic of grimswig and cayenne (his sibling) together!
she was so cute, taking a nap.

The kitties' food have been downgraded, from orijen to innova evo cat.
i read online that its also one of the better brands..
but god damn it, i'm broke as an emo boy's heart!
mother of mercy!

hopefully my future post won't be so pointless..

p.s grimswig is looking forward to his present..

2009-04-02T12:35:00.001+08:00

Moooo~

running out of time..
so many things needed to be done.

i have quite a few pictures of gary boy and grimswig.
will post when i feel that my school works are under control.
which they ARENT!
Its like an infestation.
Next will be Containment, if containment fails.
Code red, destroy everything thats moving!

bye bye.
garey XY

2009-03-23T20:59:00.002+08:00

and she told me that i would have the money soon..
but its always ends up as a bunch of lies.

i was so embarassed, i actually order 2 boxes in the end someone took my last 20 bucks so i have to change the order to 1.
thankfully, alfred was a nice dude.

my father kept ignoring me when i asked from him, because i wanted to prepare the full sum before the delivary arrive.
so i was already pissed off, and when the person arrived, then they started passing me the money.
no fuckin thanks.
i already cancelled 1 box and had to paid the delivery fee.
seriously, my pride wont let me accept tt last minute offer.

its really sickening to be broke.
should i not go to sch because my i didnt recieve any pocket money?
pple who can have lunch outside everyday should appreciate tt money they have and enjoy their meal.
argh!
this fuckin sucks!

if i have the money, i would fuckin spend it on acash and meso and whatever shit ass game im playing now.
i might regret spending it, people who thinks its stupid or anything can go fuck themselves.
cos pple cant be bothered about me anyway?
it might be my msn or something, but whatever...
im this close to stop trying to talk to pple.

and isabel class and v&p is a waste of time.
their work to me makes no sense..

i'm just looking forward to the trip tomorrow to the dogrun with the gary boy and grimswig.

2009-03-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

More than the greatest love
The world has known
This is the love I'll give you alone
More than the simple words
I try to say
I only live to love you more each day

because survivor wasnt on today, still damn angry about it.
i brought the dogs to pasir ris park again.
this time i went in the afternoon, and kao, people are still swarming.
so we walk for quite abit, for the both of them, its probably a journey already.

then we head to this part of the park which was one of the "newer" location.
good thing about it is, there isnt alot of pple there.

it's more like a swamp though.
HAHAHAHA!
they could at least fill the "pond" up, then maybe can have some terrapins and fishes living in it.
but people will definitely litter in it, shameless shitbags.

Here is your tour guide, Mr Boy.
Mr Boy: Moshi Moshhh~

and his partner, Mr Swig.

Mr Swig: hmph!

gary boy is totally in the mood for a photoshoot.
i think he pee on the rock though.. oops...
His fur color looks kinda red, because of the white balance setting..

on the other hand, grimswig is totally not feeling it. (cos he is bald.. shhh)
HAHAHA!

This is probably the more "actual" color.

as though he is laughing out loud.
the background could have been better..

Shots of them minding their own business...

I like this photo of grim, as though he is trying to steal the spotlight.
cough... He was aiming for the treats... cough..

Starting to face the camera.

Finally!
This will do for now...
Favourite shot of them together fo sho~
both smiling, yay!
*pats self*
Next, A shot of them behind a field of flowers...
where to find such spots?!
I like the marina barrage, the huge field and view but i doubt dogs are allowed.

i really need to do some drawings..
esp for the image book..
felix's story book..
kao!
and the 3 x a4 size thing which need to be sent to the class rep by next thurs.
booooo!!!!!

i will end this post by pushing goethe off the table because he insist on chewing on the laptop velcro thing..
*push*

factory_boy G168!

2009-03-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

well this is not your fault
but if I'm without you then I will feel so small
and if you have to go
always know that you shine brighter than anyone does

Ringo Expo was great!
I really love the psychotic apple chopping shiina ringo during Yokushitsu
The songs she played were awesome.
闇に降る雨 every moment of it was great!
ギブス cos its 1 of my all time favourite song by her.
幸福論 what not to love about megaphone.
i just love the entire concert, her new song was good too.

i dislike pple who needs to be spoon fed on certain matters
i don't mind people who give options/inputs/choices/whatever and let others share their opinions or feedback on that particular brand.
To go, pls reccommend me a good brand which don't makes the shit stinks.
although that person thank in advance but...
what the...

i think there is a huge load of information on dog food especially about the quality of it.
tt person could have narrow it down to a few brands and then ask for some opinions.
that person is currently on eukanuba.
research!
is it only me, but i think alot of pet shops feed their dogs crap..
Gary boy originally was on anf mix with nutripe (i doubt the petshop really fed him nutripe when he was there, probably told me tt, so i would purchase tt as it is pretty expensive)

Grim was on eukanuba which made his shit stinks and soft to no end.
packaging can be really fool alot of consumers, but i really like Addiction's packaging.
*stabs self*

why is the park filled with pple?
but good boys for sticking to me when i took out the ever stinky wellness treats for good dogs.
HAHAHA!
its smelly and its ever so EXPENSIVE!
but the smelly smell makes me want to smell it even more..
i love the smell of cow dung black fertiliser/soil kinda thing..
so shut up and leave me alone!
don't judge me!

anyone nearby have a blender and an oven.
i really want to try making the eggshell powder.

the vampire red is faded after 1 wash
BOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
electric lava is forever fading...
"I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone "

- garey_freedom writers!

you're worst than shit
you complimented shit.
- Chef Ramsey

2009-03-19T00:41:00.003+08:00

Updates,

I washed my hair today (last wash: the day before fyon's party; last fri).
The color are fading after 1 wash.. boooo!
electric banana colors are not as yellow as i hoped for.

i chased grimswig with a pillow just now.
cos he was chasing gary boy.
so we were running around the living room like some maniacs (me in particular)

homeworks are piling up, but i am waiting for dragonica online.
speaking of waiting, i'm waiting for the letter for my next medical appointment at IMH.
please just give me a pes already, i need to start planning ahead.

and i want an alaskan klee kai!

- garey_handsomeboy88

2009-03-11T01:36:00.002+08:00

if you stay by my side,
we can rule the world.

i think i watch the movie, Stardust at least 5 times..
Repeats are amazing, if you like the ending song.

I have been playing this online game Luna Online.
It have very cute characters, and for once the rogue class have an awesome mob skill.
Wind breaker which does damage to enemies nearby causing bleed.
Bleed causes the target to lose hp for a certain of time, kinda like poison.

why cant shin megami tensei imagine have that skill?
that game is really hard, my "persona" have so little mp and i can only use zio on the inugami.
but there are like tons of them!
i keep dying so i just paused that one..
Difficulty: 5 stars.

My character.
elves have better hair, but the built im going for, humans are recommended.

i found this which expired already..
time limit of 3 days after being unsealed..

After hitting lvl 25 i got the wings.
Can pick from white & black wings, ballons and rocket shaped ballons.
i picked black wings, how original.

HAHAHAHA!
Black tights, my character looks ridiculous.

Super sexy pls.

Current state.
Fighting at the red bears who refuses to drop the merciless set.
i already murdered at least 1k of them, but still nothing.
*faint*

but we should NOT HUNT wild animals for fun!!!!!!!!!!

I am probably going to stop going to Isabel class..
i feel so offended, maybe not me..
"with their ugly small dogs." or something like tt.

bad mouthing chihuahua..

fuck that designer, to make a point you don't have to go around stereotyping dogs.
how good are you when you critisize a dog, an animal which don't really hate for no reasons.

Honestly, eventhough those needy pple whom you help might have negative thoughts on you for no apparent reason.
look at those pregnant ladies, who thinks that they DESERVED the seats.
then when you let them sit, they give you this, "thats more like it" kinda fucked up face.
Fuck you la, everyone pays the same fare and when pple give up their seat for u, the least you could do is smile back..
their offspring will probably get their bad manners from them, there goes our future.
let's just pollute the world, so the human race will just be extinct.

whatever, its 2am and i have morning class tomorrow,
so i should rant or another day..

our beauty will end in a flash.

2009-02-27T14:35:00.004+08:00

A dog doesn't care if you are rich or poor,
educated or illiterate, clever or dull.
Give him your heart and he will give you his.

This post will be as long as grimswig's tail (tchh....)
how lucky of you guys to hear me rant thrice as long.
not really ranting much, so stay calm and don't panic!

Marley & Me is not meant for dog owners!!!!
although marley and my dogs are of different breed, but the things they said just makes me sad!
the ends just ONE HIT KO me can?!
this show really shows the bad things dogs go through when growing up..
How john can remain so optimistic about his life and as his family expands and all.
One part that got me was when jennifer talked about the sacrifice she made for her family..
but it was great of the owner to get something out of their relationship with the "worst" dog.

i wish i could be like john, slowly as he aged, his house got bigger too.
i love the huge garden, and the trail which he brought marley for a walk.
the things that are sacrifice, i think it acutally like school, good time management will help.
so don't throw away your pet when its not naughty or whatever reasons, to me, they teach and show me a side which i nv knew i had.
and i never knew being a selfish and stingy person, i could actually share a huge part of my life with them..
but i really can't imagine how my life would be without those 2 boys..

Anyways,
For my d&ad i think my stuffs is totally irrelevent to wealth & povelty (but it is in my head).
But come on, what are the chances of me actually being selected.
So i rather spend the time doing things that actually interest me..
So i photographed stray cats (Yay!), i'm so gonna get it on monday.

GUYS, GOETHE IS NOT LOST so don't worry!
i'm just lookin for an orange stray cat to photograph!

This is one of the strays around my block.
somehow when you need one they are not there.
Esp. the female one which used to always be downstairs.

Then i have to cross the road to another side of the streets just to find this pack (?) of cats.
There were at least 4?

I recall seeing this one when i'm waiting for the bus at the bustop.
really like his eyes.
He was rather "friendly" but have his lines, when you cross it he will move away.
Rubbing himself all over me.

1 of the photos i want to use, to show povelty?
This cat is VERY shy, once you move too close it will move away.

But later on, it suddenly just approach me..
btw, the eyes' colors are not different, probably the light or something.

I actually wanted to photograph this cat more.
but it was even more shy than the one before.

So i ended up photographing this cat.
he was very friendly (?) after you coax him with a few kibble or so.
he will keep on approaching you and standing by your side, so its hard to photograph him..
but he was a sweetheart by foraging for food in the dustbin (i assume..).
So i used that shot too..

I think cats are so much better (imo) to shoot, as they don't seem to have an unglam side or bad angle.

And here is my WHINY fatty bomb bomb..
because of the light you can't see his gentle round eyes.

people always say he bit or scratched them.
but thats just goethe showing his affection.
He will first bite you (more like put part of your skin in his mouth) and then he will start to suck that area, while suckin he will move his paws in a scratching manner.
If you look at it in a less BEAST manner, he is like a fat baby..

OK... go get a drink or something cos i'm STILL GOING ON!

If you have $688 and have a good heart.
Please give this little boy a GOOD & PERMANENT home!
I can't believe this, and i am very sure that, that is him!

Over Here

I am sick of this people, i was interested in looking at the cats but who knows if the age he posted is the real age or not?
this kinda person who lies just to get his "products" sold is really an A-HOLE!
And to make a profit of at least $280, how shameless can this person get?
i'm getting ready my kerosene and my lighter.

He have never been in a cage or whatever before as he was home bred, but look at when he ended up.
Back to square one, more like negative one as its a farm.
but by buying, wouldn't that encourage this behavior?
hai..

gary boy, grimswig & me.

2009-02-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

some random stuffs,

Sadly the price of the tattoo was way too much..
argh!
i feel kinda sad...

but i saw alot of nice hats online.
i really want to get a black hoodie and wear it every single day!

Bye guys!